If I die, would it all be worth it? If I die, will they miss me? If I die, Will someone cry for me? The trauma she cause is so painful, yes, hitting your child is normal but the hit that she gives me is too much for me to handle. I didn't want to be like this, I can't speak the whole truth because I'm scared that instead of being understood, she'll instead mention to me her past life.. That her life before is so much worse than mine, that grandma left her with her grandma and she barely sees her, that her mom rather go with a guy than to her kids, no Mom, it shouldn't be like that, yes maybe you give me all those stuff I needed and some wanted but I can't just forget all of those just because you said sorry, if I speak what's on my mind will you try and understand? Will you even trust me? I know my limits and what I've done before is wrong, yes super wrong but that's all in the past, how can you expect me to forget all of those trauma if you can't even forget that shit that I did? Is it wrong to have fun? Please.. You told me yourself that you're here to guide me but this isn't guiding, you're being too strict
for Jimin, hi baby, how are you? I know you're the first person who will ever read this letter, Hyung is sorry for leaving, Hyung can't stay that longer, I don't want to feel pain anymore, I'm tired of pretending, No, I didn't pretend my love for you, I love you so much to the point I want you to be the happiest person ever lived in this world, Hyung is very happy to meet Jimin and the others, Yoongi hyung can't continue living like this, this shit is slowly killing my mental health and I can't keep up... I'm sorry Jiminie, Hyung loves you very much
For Jin hyung, Hyung thank you for being the best hyung that I have ever have, thank you for your delicious meals you cook and thank you for being my second mom, thank you for taking care of me, I love you hyung, please always look out for Namjoon, he's a God of destruction and I'm sorry if I don't like your lame jokes
For Namjoon, thank you for being my buddy for 10 yrs, I'm sorry for leaving, I know that you want me to be your first child Uncle, hope you and Jin hyung will work till the end, you deserve the world bro... I love you and I'm sorry
For Hoseok, Hey Hope, I know it's been a while since we talked, I'm sorry if I'm leaving, make sure you won't give up dancing cause that's your dream right? You legit work your ass off making sure you get all of those steps, I love you and I hope you and TaeMin will have a happy life
For Taehyung, please take care of my brother, he's really precious, more precious than gem, please don't break his heart, I'm sorry if I don't like you at first cause you're so nice to me I thought you're faking it, Hyung loves you and I'm sorry
For Jungkook, hey baby brother, I know hyung is leaving but you have Taehyung huh? Please take care of yourself and mom, I love you so much and I'm really really sorry
After the 6 read their message with Yoongi's mother, they all can't stop sobbing, Mrs. Min regret doing all those stuff to Yoongi, hugging his cold dead son who's blood flowing out of his wrist
Yoongi cut his wrist and died... He committed suicide
Jimin then start hitting Mrs. Min "I.. If you didn't do all those things, I'm sure that Yoongi is still alive! I... I thought you know him well, then why didn't you know that your son is doing this?!" Jimin then pushed Mrs. Min away from Yoongi and hugged Yoongi
"Hyung, please... I beg you, come back" Jimin can't stop his tears, as they all heard the ambulance coming to The Min's home
When the Nurses came they know that Yoongi is dead on spot
"I.. I'm sorry but as I can see that he cut his wrist too deep-"
"S-so Yoongi hyung is dead?" Jungkook asked
"Yes sir" then Jungkook face Taehyung and sobbed into his chest
Jin and Hoseok starts sobbing on Namjoon's chest as Namjoon bit his lower lip, stains falling off his cheeks
Jimin can't stop crying as Mrs. Min look at the ground, biting her lower lip
Yoongi is dead
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Y'all this is just a story okay? If you're suicidal talk to someone and explain it to them carefully, if you can't talk to someone, still don't end your life, your life is important okay? And don't worry about me, I'm fine? Yeah I guess 💜
