So I barely do my school work cause I'M SO FUCKING STRESS AND I DON'T KNOW HOW CAN I MAKE MY LIFE BETTER
MY MOM KEEPS TELLING ME THAT SHE'LL BEAT THE SHIT OUT OF ME IF I FAIL THIS 3RD GRADING BUT SHE KEEP PUTTING ME ON THIS POSITION WHERE I CAN'T EVEN DO MY SCHOOL WORKS
SHE KEEPS MAKING ME DO STUFFS INSTEAD OF LETTING ME GO AND STUDY THEN AFTER THAT SHE'LL THREATS ME AGAIN
SHE KEEPS PUSHING ME TO THE POINT I JUST WANT TO TALK SHIT IN FRONT OF HER
ALSO THIS LAPTOP THAT I USE, MY BROTHERS ALWAYS GET IT FROM ME AND SOMETIMES I CAN'T SPEAK ABOUT IT CAUSE THEY WILL LITERALLY CRY AND THAT MAKES ME SO ANNOYED TO THE POINT I CRY IN FRUSTRATION
WATTPAD IS ONE OF THE THINGS THAT MAKES ME HAPPY, EVERYTIME I READ THAT MAKES MY DAY, EVERY TIME I WRITE THAT MAKES ME SCARED BUT AT THE SAME TIME PROUD
ALSO STANNING BTS IS ONE OF THE THINGS I AM PROUD OF, BUT MY MOM TELLS ME THAT STANNING THEM WON'T MAKE ME GOOD
MY TEACHER ASK ME ABOUT MY DAY AND I DON'T REALLY KNOW HOW TO ANSWER SO I REPLIED "I'M FINE I GUESS"
MY MOM DON'T EVEN ASK ME IF I AM OKAY, I EVEN CONFESS TO HER THAT I FEEL DEPRESS BUT SHE JUST TOLD ME THAT ALL OF THOSE ARE MY HORMONES AND HOW CAN I BE DEPRESS IF I ALWAYS STAY IN THE HOUSE??? LIKE YHUEISWDJFDGHVDDKNFVNBFK I HATE IT
sorry.
