Short one
Suicide
Jin... A 20 yrs old college student who's suffering from depression and anxiety
Namjoon.... A 19 yrs old college student who's suffering from Depression and ADHD
And also both suffering Paranoia and they always feels like someone is coming to get them... Even tho there's no one
And both boyfriends
Jin and Namjoon met in the school gym where Jin was being bullied and of course Namjoon can't stand seeing someone being beaten like that so he helped even tho the bullies bullied him instead of Jin
And that's all worth it cause after that both made friends and became a lover...
Namjoon and Jin is currently sitting on the sand, listening to the waves of the water in the beach
It's currently night time and the moon shines above them
Jin is laying his head on Namjoon's shoulder as Namjoon lays his head on Jin's head, both holding each other's hand
"Joonie?" Jin called
Namjoon hums in response "now that our parents told us to die.... Should we do it now?" Jin asked as some tears fall off his eyes, rolling sideways
"I guess" Namjoon replied as he held Jin's hands tighter
"M-mom called me useless and worthless, and I should die" Jin said as he close his eyes softly, tears won't stop flowing
"My dad called me a piece of shit and useless and I should die like my mom" Namjoon said emotionless but let's be real, Namjoon feels so much pain
Instead of their parents being understandable, they instead makes them feel worse
"If we die... How about our brothers?" Jin asked
He's worried about his younger brother Taehyung
"I think they'll be fine" Namjoon replied
"I feel like someone is whispering to me" Jin said as he slowly pull away, wiping his tears
"What does it says?"
"It says 'just go and die' I... Joonie I can't live like this anymore" Jin said as he pull out something from his hoodie, which is his phone that has a letter inside it's phone case and stands up, hands slipping away from Namjoon
Namjoon stands up too and held Jin's hand again
"Well then.... Let's die together" Namjoon shows Jin his dimple smile making Jin smile too
"Yeah, let's die together" Jin said and they both faced the sea
They start walking near the water holding each other's hands
Their body was almost gone and their head was showing
They look at each other for the last time before they continue walking till they are now underneath the water
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"Hyung?!! Hyung!!!" Taehyung shouted as him and his friend members look for his brother and also Jungkook's brother
The GPS says the location which is in the beach
"Isn't that Jin hyung's phone?" Jimin pointed at the phone on the sand which was almost covered by it
Taehyung's eyes widen as he run to it and grab it and opened the device
The others are behind Taehyung looking at the phone but Yoongi saw something
"Hey Taehyung.... There's a paper inside the phone case" Yoongi said
Taehyung flip it and indeed there's a paper
He remove the phone case and grab the paper and open it
There Jin's letter
Hi
This is Kim SeokJin, to whoever's reading this, I might be gone now... I know this might shock you but really, I won't leave my phone somewhere if I'm still alive you know? Now I'm dead I wish mom would be happy... She usually wish me to die so I just made her wish come true... See? Dream come true, And to my brother also, Taehyung... I'm sorry if hyung leave you so early, I know I promised you that we will go and drink when you're in legal age to drink and have fun at the club, I know hyung isn't perfect but I tried.... I tried to ignore the emptiness and the sadness that I feel, also I always tries to ignore the voice that keeps telling me to die like how mom usually says, my baby bear, you know I'm the most happiest person alive when you were born? Please live happy with Jungkook, and also Namjoon says hi to you and the others, he is sorry because he's leaving Jungkook too
Baby I'm sorry and hyung loves you
Written by Kim SeokJin
Taehyung can't believe it as he let go of the phone and the letter
The others start sobbing, covering their faces except Yoongi and Hoseok who's eyes still widen, still processing what they have just read
Taehyung hugged Jungkook tightly, sobbing on his chest
And when it kicked in, Hoseok and Yoongi's tears start flowing, staining their cheeks
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Y'all I suck at ending
