Did someone requested this? Sorry I can't remember the ship
and sorry this will be very short
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"Mr. Kim, you're pregnant" the doctor said making Namjoon jump from happiness but Jin looks worried
"A-are you sure?" he asked making Namjoon look down at him and got worried
"why? aren't you happy being a parent?" Namjoon asked as he sat down back beside Jin and held his hand
"I... I'm fine" he forced out a smile making his husband smile back
"so... While you're pregnant-" the doctor starts giving advice and such
Namjoon starts listening but Jin can't even focus
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4 weeks later
"Babe, I'm home" Namjoon shouted as he entered inside their penthouse and close the door and remove his shoes and put it on the shoe rack
"babe?" Namjoon called again after not getting a reply from Jin
its been 4 weeks and he already have name for the baby
He wants to name the baby Taehyung if its a boy and YoonJi if a girl
"Hello??" He called again and walk to the living room and put his briefcase on the couch and walk to the kitchen, hoping to see his husband there but didn't
He sigh and walks to their bedroom and yes, he saw his husband inside.... Sitting on the bed, facing the window. His back facing Namjoon
"hey Babe, I just called you earlier... Are you okay?" Namjoon asked as he walks to the bed and sat on the other side of the bed
Jin seems to be holding something on his arms
"Jin?" He called as he slowly approach the older and make him face him
He looked at Jin's eyes which is filled with tears then his gaze landed on the thing he's holding
A jar with water and a
Fetus
"J-jin... what is that" Namjoon asked, hoping this is just a prank from his husband but Jin just started sobbing making Namjoon realize that Jin just aborted their baby
Namjoon was frozen, he can't believe this
He always wished to be a father of a son or daughter since then and he got the chance
But now he can't
"J-Jin, why d-did you do this?" he asked as he grab the jar from him and put it on the floor and held his husband
"J-Joon.. I.. I'm not in my right mind-" Jin hiccupped
"I'm not ready to be a parent-"
"but you shouldn't have done that " Namjoon said, tears falling
Jin look up at him and speak "I rather abort the baby than letting him live with me not being ready to be a parent. Namjoon I don't want to make its life sad just because of me-"
"I can't believe that you just killed a innocent life just because you're not ready" Namjoon said and let go of Jin
"I'm here, I can help. we could be a happy family-" he then looked at the jar
"but you let your fear take over you" Namjoon then grab the jar and put it on his lap and hugged it carefully
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SO WE HAVE THIS TOPIC AND ITS ABT ABORTION AND SUICIDE AND I JUST STARTS CRYING, IDK WHY
