Unfaithful Lover (JenLisa)

Chapter 8

Well, some of you were still hanging sa ending ng story 😂 so here it is. It should be a "short" story, but uggh! daming ideas 😩

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Jennie

I was driving to nowhere. Di ko alam kung nasan na ako, san ako patungo. I've gone everywhere if saan man ang possible place na puntahan niya. God!!! I'm so stupid.

I'm so scared.

Takot na takot ako kasi alam kong malaki ang chance na iwan niya ko dahil sa katangahan ko. I know...I know what I did was wrong and I'm so stupid na ngayon ko lang naisip na itigil na ang lahat.

Earlier, her father was so mad at me. And he even punch me as soon na nalaman nila ang kagaguhan ko which I deserve evey piece of bruise that I have right now.

I just want to see her but even her family and friends hindi nila alam kung nasan siya. Lahat sila galit sakin at naiintindihan ko yun. Di ko sila masisisi.

Jisoo is still calling me. I guess alam na niya ang nangyari. Fuck! What was I thinking?! Pano ko nasikmurang gawin kay Lisa yun. She's too precious to be hurt like that. And I'm so mad at my self kasi ako ang dahilan ng pain na nararamdaman niya ngayon. Ngayon lang nagsisink in sakin ang lahat and  I was so disgusted at my self.

Sinira ko ang pangako sa kanya na kahit kailan ay di ko siya lolokohin katulad ng past niya. But I'm just like them. I'm one of them. Isa ako sa nanakit sa kanya at di ko kayang patawarin ang sarili ko pag may nangyaring masama kay Lisa. I just cant lose her. Not now. Not ever.

Di ko kayang mawala sa kin si Lisa. She's my life. At sa maniwala man sila o hindi, mahal na mahal ko si Lisa. I can't bare to see her with someone, to hold her, to kiss her, to be with her forever. I just can't, Oh God!

Agad kong tinigil ang sasakyan ng di ko na makayanan ang emosyon ko. Fuck! Sobrang sakit. And I know mas triple pa ang nararamdaman ngayon ni Lisa.

I unconciously punch the steering wheel to ease the pain, but i know that it's imposible.

Where are you love?

Ilang minuto na din ang lumipas ng tumigil ako saglit para i-compose ang sarili ko, until I heard my phone buzzing.

Sehun Calling....

I am trembling as i answered his call.

Jennie!! I will fucking kill you if nalaman kong may nangyaring masama kay Lisa! How dare you to do this to her. I can't believe na nagparaya ako at ibinigay ko siya sayo. She loves you na mas pinili ka niya kesa sakin. I gave her to you coz you fucking promise me na you'll never hurt her. Well listen to this fucker, if I find her, I will not let you lay your filthy hands on her. Ilalayo ko siya sayo at di ko hahayaan na makita mo ulit siya. I don't care kung di niya ko mahal, she will learn to love me eventually. Pero once na malaman ko na may nangyaring masama sa kanya, i swear to all the gods na di ka na sisikatan ng araw."

I let him talk to me that way coz i know where he's coming from. Kahit ako ganyan din siguro gagawin ko pag nasaktan ko ang babaeng minahal ko. Well i already did hurt her.

Si Sehun ang bestfriend ni Lisa since childhood. While Lisa and I met in college. Alam kong matagal ng may gusto si Sehun kay Lisa but knowing Lisa, she's so oblivious sa paligid niya and ang buong akala niya is Sehun was just treating her like a little sister, na super protective. Until one time nag confess ako kay Lisa and lucky for me that my feelings was reciprocated. Sehun confronted her the other day once na malaman niya ang tungkol samin ni Lisa. He was so mad and heartbroken and thats when he confessed that he has feelings for her.