Unfaithful Lover (JenLisa)

Chapter 3

After ng pag uusap namin ni Chaeng and my sudden outburst, somewhat, gumaan ang pakiramdam ko.

Aware ako sa lahat ng nangyayari, aware ako sa biglaang pagbabago ni Jen, aware ako na may mali,

Pero...

pinili ko na manahimik.

Naduduwag ako sa posibleng dahilan kung bakit nagkakaganito kaming dalawa.

Natatakot ako malaman yung totoo kahit na sinasampal na ako ng katotohanan.

Di naman ako manhid para hindi maramdaman ang panlalamig niya sakin. Di ako tanga para maramdamang may mali sa bawat gabing maririnig kong may kausap siya sa phone niya ng dis oras ng gabi.

Talagang mahal ko lang siya na mas pinili kong manahimik para makasama ko parin siya kahit tuwing madaling araw lang.

But now, hindi ko na kayang manahimik pa. Gusto ko ng mabigyan ng sagot lahat ng haka-haka ko. Alam kong mahal mo ako, at kahit ganito ang mga pinapakita mo sakin, magtitiwala parin ako sa pangako mo.

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I took my off today and I was planning to take you to lunch. I'm on my way to your office pero para akong teenager na kinakabahan para ayain kang kumain. Pathetic right? Fianceé na kita eh pero parang nasa ligaw stage parin tayo.

As I park my car, I excitedly hop off my seat para lang sa mini date na to.

"Hi Mam! How can I help you? " sa tagal ng pinagsamahan natin, ni walang nakakakilala sakin sa mga katrabaho mo na ako ang fiancee mo.

It's okay

"Hi, I'm looking for Jennie Kim, nasa loob pa ba siya? "

"May appointment po ba kayo sa kanya?" no, i just want time with my soon to be wife.

"No, I'm her fiancee and I just want to talk to her." biglang nagbago ang ekspresyon ng babae at mukang di niya ineexpect ang sinabi ko. Again,

It's okay

"ow.. I'm afraid to tell you but she's out for lunch with Ms. Kim Jisoo."

with Kim Jisoo

with Kim Jisoo

with Kim Jisoo

with Kim Jisoo

Parang nabingi ako sa narinig ko. Nanginginig ang mga kamay ko but I shrugged it off and ofcourse di ko pinahalata sa babaeng kausap ko.

"Is that so? Hmm.. I will just wait for her here, can I?" parang anytime mapapaupo na ko, nanlalambot na mga tuhod ko. She's just her friend Lalis, she's just a friend.

It's going to be okay

"Oh sure mam." tumungo agad ako sa couch sa lobby para umupo and parang may sarili buhay ang mga kamay ko cause it's shaking all by it self. Fuck

After how many minutes, as I distract my self scrolling through my fone, I saw a familiar brunette papasok ng building, ofcourse with her.

She frozed nung nakita niya ko na nakaupo sa lobby and sabay tingin kay Jisoo. Wtf

Pinilit kong tumayo kahit nanginginig amg tuhod ko para salubungin ka "Hi bab--------"

"What are you doing here?" she cutted me off.

"Well I was just wondering to have some time with you, y'know, take you to lunch and maybe a little chichat to catch up on you... but I think..." sumilip ako sa taong nasa likod niya "...you already have your company"

"I- w-we need to come up with a new idea para sa upcoming project namin..s-so we decided t-to talk about it during lunch" lies

"You already know Miss Jisoo right?  She's my boss and also my bes----"

"Bestfriend, right..... I do know her" she unconciously fidgeting her finger. I know that look and I swear, I'm scared.

"Just the two of you? It should be discussed with the others right? Where are the---"

"T-they have alot of things to do other than this s-so it was just me and jisoo." she can't look at my eyes. Lies! Why jennie?

The whole talking is murdering me. I know anytime bibigay na ko pero hindi ko hahayaang makita yun ni Jennie, especially ni Jisoo.

Natigil ang pag uusap namin ng sumingit ang isa. Shit. I'm loosing it

"i'm sorry to interupt you guys but the lunch time is over. I'm af------"

"Can I just have a little time PRIVATELY with my soon to be wife,  cause I haven't seen her this passed few days because of her work and other BUSINESS, no?"

Her face hardened sa sinabi ko at turn to walk inside the elevator. Serves you right.

"What the hell do you think you're doing?! She's my boss for pete sake!!! " she yelled.

"What? I just want to talk to you for a minute here pero sumingit siya and the fact na sa lahat ng napagusapan natin ngayon ay nasa likod mo siya, I thought she's your boss, pero kasama ba sa trabaho niya na makinig sa usapan nating mag asawa?!" i can't hold my anger anymore.

"Fiancee, Lisa! We're not married yet pero nagkakaganyan ka na, please, don't embarass me!!!" she snapped. And I froze from where I was standing. I know nabigla din siya cause as soon as narealized niya ang sinabi niya her eyes widened and tries to reach my hand.

"Lis-------"

"don't. " and just like that, i run passed her and I didn't wait for her explanation. I know na di niya sinasadya pero...para akong sinampal ng mga sinabi niya. Parang hindi niya kino-consider yung future namin with the use of her words. Unbelievable!!!

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short update 😉