Somewhere Only We Know

My Fault

So here's what you missed on Somewhere Only We Know. Blaine's father is the kind of the worst and now he's back in Blaine's life. Kurt was really worried as he wasn't able to get in contact with his boyfriend for ages but pushed away the idea that something bad was going on. But something bad was going on! And Pam and James decided they needed to get Kurt to break up with Blaine to get their son back. And that's what you missed on Somewhere Only We Know! 

"I missed you so much." Kurt said with a smile as he stared at his boyfriend. Kurt smiled back as he reached over and squeezed his hands. 

"I missed you too, Baby." he replied with love in his eyes. After a few weeks of Blaine being very ill, they'd finally been able to meet up again and go on a date. It wasn't anything big or fancy but it was still amazing to see him. And they were having so much fun, laughing, talking and catching up. It was perfect and Kurt was just really happy to spend some time with his boyfriend. After they finished dinner, they stood up and made their way back to Blaine's house with their hands swinging in between them. And then Blaine turned into an alleyway. 

"Where are you going?" Kurt asked. 

"This is a shortcut." Kurt nodded and smiled at him and for while, everything was okay. Until the one thing he'd spent the last few weeks worrying about happened. They saw a person walking through the alleyway from the other way but then as he came closer, Kurt realised that it was him. It was James Anderson. James pulled out a gun and Kurt thought he was going to shoot Blaine, making him yell out his name in panic. But then he pointed the gun at Kurt and pulled the trigger. Kurt closed his eyes and waited for the awful sting of pain. But it never came. And then as he heard footsteps running away, he opened his eyes. And then his whole world fell apart as he looked down and saw that Blaine had been shot. He screamed and started to sob as the life began to fade from his boyfriend's eyes. Blaine Anderson was dead. 

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Kurt gasped and then inhaled deeply as his eyes snapped open. He sat up and gripped at the covers. That was an awful nightmare. It was horrible and made him want to throw up and cry and then never stop. That had been a very sensitive point for him over the last few weeks. He'd been trying to push the thought away but it had just kept popping into his head again and again. James was out there somewhere and he had no idea how Blaine was. So yeah he just kept thinking about the worse situation. It was awful and painful. Because the idea of it was torturous. If Blaine die, Kurt would die. He'd be broken and depressed for months. He knew that he wouldn't be able to live properly without Blaine or ever love again. He'd be an empty husk of his former self. 

But Kurt pushed away the thought, not wanting to cry. That was just his worst nightmare. It wasn't like it was actually going to happen. Blaine and him were made for each other and they were going to live the rest of his life together. Nothing was going to happen to either of them. It was all going to be okay. But he was up just a bit panicked and worked up so he decided to leave his room. Kurt headed downstairs and poured himself a glass of water. He sat down and took small sips, trying to calm down. But then he heard a loud crash, causing his heart to race again. But he tried to ignore that thought again. It was just his overactive imagination. But he still stood up and went to investigate what was wrong. Kurt walked into the living room and what he saw chilled him to the bone. There was a window smashed. He was about to scream when something was pressed into the back of his head. Well, there was always a possibility nightmares could come true. 

"Turn around, put your hands up and don't make a sound." Kurt did exactly what the man said and if felt like his heart stopped as he realised that it was James. 

"I'm going to talk and you will listen. And if you make any noise or move an inch, I will pull the trigger. Stay away from my son. I am so close to getting what I want. To getting the life I always deserved and I will not let you come in and ruin it. So here's what you're going to do, unless you break up with Blaine in a painful way that leaves him scarred, I will kill you and your family. I will do anything for my family, including destroying yours." Kurt squeezed his eyes shut as he nodded slightly. He just had to agree, that's all he had to do. It didn't matter what he was saying. If he agreed, James would leave and then him and Blaine could still be together in secret. 

"Oh and don't think about carrying on dating in secret. And here's some motivation." Kurt glanced up in confusion and saw James smirking. And then pain ripped through his thigh as Kurt let out a blood-curdling scream and dropped to the floor. The last thing he saw was his Dad running into the room before he blacked out. 

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Kurt was okay. He was still in the hospital but his leg was healing and there wouldn't be any permeant damage. And that wasn't the only good news. James had been arrested again and this time put in an extra-security prison. He wasn't getting out again. His dad had woke up and rushed downstairs after hearing Kurt's scream. The two men had fought and even though, Burt had got shot (don't worry, he was also okay) he'd managed to knock him out and then called the cops. There was nothing to worry about anymore and nothing to stand between him and Blaine anymore. They were going to be okay. Kurt glanced up from his phone as he heard a knock on the door. 

"Come in." he said. A wide smile grew on his face as he saw his boyfriend walk in. 

"Blaine!" Kurt exclaimed happily, patting the spot by him with one hand and reaching out with his other one. But Blaine didn't seem happy to see him. He didn't know why.

"We need to talk." 

"About what?" Kurt said, trying not to panic. 

"We need to break up." 

"What?" 

"You and your dad got hurt because of me. If I had just stayed away from you, my father wouldn't have gone after you."  

"That's stupid. It's not your fault. It's his. And he's gone now anyway." 

"But there's a chance he can escape again. And my mother isn't in prison and she wanted my father to hurt you. I love you, Kurt, and I don't want to see you get even more hurt because of me. It's better this way." 

"If you really loved me, you wouldn't do this. You know what you're saying is ridiculous. It doesn't make any sense. We're meant to be together, we can't just break up." Kurt said, trying not to cry. 

"I'm sorry, Kurt. This is for the best." Blaine replied, before leaving. And then Kurt couldn't hold anymore. He broke down and started to sob. It was over.