Somewhere Only We Know

Only Us

So here's what you missed on Somewhere Only We Know. It was Christmas time and the whole glee club were really excited and happy. Especially Kurt because Blaine asked to sing a duet with him. They sang Baby, It's Cold Outside and it was really cute and kind of summed up their entire relationship right now. Blaine gave Kurt a bracelet and in return, Kurt showed him all the drawings he made of the two and even gave him the one of their first time. And Blaine was really happy about it. But then he was sad because Kurt had to go meet his boyfriend, Chandler. I'm pretty sure Kurt would rather be with Blaine though. He just doesn't want to hurt Chandler. And that's what you missed on Somewhere Only We Know! 

Kurt was sitting cross legged on his bed with his arms crossed, thinking about Blaine. Like that was a surprise. He always thinking about Blaine. He couldn't get that boy out of his head even though he had a caring and loving boyfriend. Chandler slipped into his room. Talk of the devil. 

"Hey, are you ready to plan our performance?" he asked. This week, Mr Schue had set an assignment to perform a duet and he would choose the best pair to sing at Regionals. Obviously Kurt was doing one with Chandler because they were dating. 

"Yeah, I'll just go get us drinks quickly." he said, heading downstairs. He said hello to his dad, grabbed the drinks and then made his way upstairs again. He walked into his room and placed the drinks down. 

"Come on, we can start now." he then said. 

"What's this?" Kurt glanced over at his boyfriend and his stomach dropped when he saw that he was looking at the book. The book full of his drawings. 

"Um, they're just some drawings." he said, trying to pretend like it was nothing. 

"They're not just drawings. They're drawings of you and Blaine. You're kissing, hugging, being close to each other, sleeping in the same bed. You've put so much detail and care. Did any of these things happen while we were dating?" he asked. 

"Chandler....I..." 

"Just tell me the truth!" 

"Most of them happened before we were dating." Kurt said, closing the book. 

"Most of them?" he questioned further. 

"We kissed a couple of times. But it didn't matter. It didn't really mean anything. He just kept telling that he loved me and wanted to be with him. But every time I walked away and said that I was dating you." he answered quietly, feeling ashamed with himself. He sat down on the bed and placed his hand on his boyfriend's, squeezing it slightly. But Chandler pulled away and started to pace around his room with his arms crossed, shaking his head. He stopped and stared at Kurt with a broken expression. 

"Do you love Blaine?" he asked in barely over a whisper. 

"Chandler...." He knew he didn't need to say anything. He knew Chandler already knew the answer. "You want to be with him, don't you?" 

"Chandler, you're a great guy. I really like you." 

"But you love him." He paused for a few seconds before perching himself at the edge of the bed and beginning to talk again. 

"I'm not an idiot, you know. I always realised that you had some sort of feelings for him. I just hoped that you would choose to stay with me. But then I felt you slipping away. It was like you and Blaine were connected somehow. I guess I was lucky to get a couple of months with you." he said. 

"What's that supposed to mean?" 

"It means you love him and you want to be with him. You always have. So go. Just go." Kurt gave him a questioning look.