Somewhere Only We Know

The Beginning

So here's what missed on Somewhere Only We Know. Kurt and Blaine like totally hate each other and are super rude to one another. But they both still have feelings for each other and think the other is the most amazing thing in the universe. That must be pretty confusing. Rachel and Mercedes think they both being totally stupid and think  they should let off some steam by making out or something like that. They totally ship Klaine. Sue's trying to prepare the students by making them do this ridiculous project and Blaine and Kurt are partners. I know, crazy right? And that's what you missed on Somewhere Only We Know.

Blaine thought that the first few days had gone pretty smoothly. And by smoothly, he meant both boys had avoided each other and so hadn't a chance to shout at each other.....yet. Blaine woke up with a bad feeling in his stomach. Something bad was going to happen today. He could just tell. He tried to shake of the bad feeling and stumbled downstairs. He poured himself a bowl of cereal and slumped down on the sofa, turning the TV on. He flicked through a few channels before deciding just to watch the news. Suddenly, he heard the sound of someone coming down the stairs and panic filled his stomach. Kurt couldn't see him like this. He would mock Blaine so much. Kurt walked into the kitchen, passing Blaine, who was watching TV. He did a double take and stared back down at Blaine. It was the first time he had seen him without gel in his hair and it was kind of........adorable. Kurt smiled softly as his brain screamed at him to run his hands through his curly hair. 

Blaine scowled as he felt Kurt's gaze on him. He sat there, feeling helpless, as he waited for the comment that Kurt was surely going to spit out. He was always making stupid comments about Blaine's hair. But it never came. 

"What the hell are you looking at, Hummel?" he snarled. Kurt jumped out of his daydream of kissing Blaine. 

"N-n-nothing." he stuttered. Why did he have to make Kurt feel so insecure and nervous? It wasn't fair and it wasn't right. 

"W-w-why are you st-st-stuttering? D-d-do I m-m-make you n-n-nervous?" Blaine mocked. Kurt realised he should look away and move on and make himself breakfast. But he couldn't. He just couldn't. It was like he was transfixed. Then, Blaine snapped. He had had enough of this boy. He grabbed Kurt's jacket and pushed him against a wall. Their faces were only a couple of centimetres apart and they both could feel the other's breath. 

"Are you judging my hair, Hummel?" Blaine spat. 

"No. I'm sorry, I didn't mean to stare." he said, feeling terrified. What was Blaine going to do? Was he going to beat Kurt up like the rest of the jocks often did? Kurt's fear seemed to snap Blaine out of his rage. And he immediately felt awful. How could he do this? He was acting like.....him. 

"Don't tell anyone about this." Blaine muttered, before storming off. Kurt took a deep breath before collapsing onto the ground and curling up into a ball. He tried to focus on calming down and breathing regularly. He couldn't do this anymore. He didn't feel safe in his own home anymore. Tears started to run down his face and he started to panic. It felt like he couldn't breathe. It was just all too much. 

Blaine felt awful as he heard Kurt cry. He wanted to go downstairs and wrap his arms around the boy's thin body. He wanted to tell Kurt that he was sorry and that he didn't know what had overcome him. But he couldn't because he already knew Kurt's reaction. Kurt would freak out and push him away. He didn't feel the same way as Blaine after all. God it hurt him so much. And every time he laid eyes on Kurt, he was reminded of the pain and the depression he had fallen into. He needed to get out of the house, even if he was early to school. He quickly gelled his hair and dashed out of the door, slamming it behind him. The slamming caused Kurt to jump out of his skin. God, he really wished his dad was here right now. Or Carole. But he missed his Mom the most. It was a deep aching for her smile or her warm embrace or her whispering in French in his ear. He missed it all.