Somewhere Only We Know

I Want To Hold Your Hand

So here's what you missed on Somewhere Only We Know. Blaine and Kurt are fighting. Like a lot and Blaine is kind of terrifying Kurt. I know, it's awful. But Rachel and Kurt are best friends and want to go to New York to become big starts and Broadway and that's the only good thing in Kurt's life right now. It's kind of sad. Blaine started beating up Karofsky, who was trying to beat Kurt up and Blaine mentioned he was just so angry all the time. But we don't know why yet but Kurt's trying to found out. And it's his lucky day because the Glee assignment this week is to sing a song linking to a secret and then reveal that secret. It's like destiny! And that's what you missed on Somewhere Only We Know

Kurt waddled down the stairs and entered the living room where Blaine was watching TV. "What are you watching?" he asked. Blaine jumped, looking behind him to see the other boy. Kurt always looked so cute in the morning. 

"No, Blaine, stop! You need to stop having these feelings! He doesn't feel the same way. You need to forget about him" he told himself. Blaine glanced back to the TV before answering. "Project Runway." Kurt was very surprised by his answer. 

"Wow." Blaine raised his eyebrows. "What?" 

"Oh, I was just surprised. I didn't think you liked this sort of thing." Kurt said, sitting down next to the other boy. Kurt wasn't even thinking about how close he was to the other boy. The show had him transfixed. They watched it together, settling into a comfortable silence. 

"God that outfit is atrocious." Kurt muttered. "Yeah, it is." The two boys looked at each other. This was the first time they had agreed on something in a very long time. 

"So, um, what song do you think you're going to sing in glee club this week?" Blaine asked. Kurt shuffled a bit closer to the other boy. 

"I was thinking either Being Alive or I Want To Hold Your Hand." he answered. Blaine smiled softly as he imagined Kurt singing both of those songs. Either song would be amazing. 

"I think you should do I Want To Hold Your Hand. I think you could sound incredible singing it. Not that you wouldn't sound great singing Being Alive." Blaine said. 

Kurt cocked his head to the side. Why was Blaine so interested all of a sudden? And why was he being so nice? "Yeah, well, I'm still not sure. What about you?" Kurt asked. Blaine was about to answer before he thought of saying something else that made him laugh. 

"It's a surprise." Blaine said. Kurt rolled his eyes. 

"Oh, come on! I told you two songs and you won't even tell me one!" he exclaimed. Blaine chuckled, shaking his head. Kurt couldn't help but join in and soon, the two boys were laughing together, just like old times. It was like they were best friends again. Both of them eventually stopped, leaving them sitting very closely and staring into each other's eyes. 

"Yeah, well, I should probably go. I have lots of practising to do." Kurt said, standing up and walking out of the room. 

What the hell just happened? Did him and Blaine just have a moment? But they hated each other! And Blaine was straight! Oh god, this was all so wrong. Kurt collapsed against a wall, wrapping his arms around his legs. He needed to stop. It wasn't right. Kurt wasn't some predatory gay. He couldn't feel like this anymore. He needed a plan. He decided he would get all of his feelings out in the song and then hopefully he'd be able to move on from all of this. He stood up and walked up to his room. Being Alive was a great song, one of Kurt's favourites. But I Want To Hold Your Hand was sort of perfect for his situation. He wanted to be with Blaine so desperately. He wanted to do all the sweet, cute boyfriend moments with him. But he would never be able to. So, it was decided, that's the song he was going to sing. And maybe it had something to do with Blaine saying that's the song he should sing.