Fluff/angst ~Iida x suicidal reader~

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You sat in your dorm room, looking out the window as Class 1-A came back from another school day. You could hear them talking, laughing with each other as they entered the living room.

You closed your eyes, running your hand over your arm, feeling the scars that had now mostly healed. Tears fell from your eyes as you remembered the days you used to hang out, the days you used to be happy and didn't have to force a smile for the sake of others.

A knock on the door, forced you out of your thoughts as you quickly wiped your tears, pulling your sleeves down.

"(Y/N)?" Iida's voice called from outside your door."Are you in there?"

"Y-yeah...." you replied hoarsely.

"I'm coming in," he announced, slowly opening your bedroom door.

You looked up as he entered the room, standing next to the door. His sharp gaze softened as he realised that you were crying. He slowly closed the door, his eyes stuck on you as he came to sit on the bed, making sure to keep his distance.

"You weren't at class today," he said.

"I just wasn't feeling like it," you muttered."Sorry for disappointing you, Class rep."

You regretted your words as soon as they left your mouth. Iida was just caring for you and you knew that. You looked up at him and his eyes were filled with sympathy.

"I know you may think that I am only asking you because it's my responsibility which it is but I care about you."

Your expression changed, giving him a small smile."I know,"

You looked down at your arm, the sleeves covering your scars now. He looked down at your arms as well, instantly noticing something wrong. He didn't say anything though, looking up at you again.

"You know," he whispered, his voice barely audible making you look at him."I understand what you're going through is harsh and you feel like that this time would never end but let me just tell you, you're strong and you will get through this time."

"How do you know?" you asked."You don't even know what I'm going through."

"That's true," he said and one of his hands reached for yours."I have no knowledge of what you have been going through but that doesn't mean that I believe that you can handle it. You help everyone around you, making sure that no one is left out, no one is sad but never think about yourself."

"Iida-"

"But that's okay," Iida continued, squeezing your hand, reassuringly."I'm here for you. I'm here to make sure that you're okay. You don't have to go through this alone anymore."

You closed your eyes, slowly getting closer before hugging him. Iida tensed, looking down at you in surprise before slowly hugging back, stroking your hair. You buried your face in his chest, a smile across your face as the tears finally stopped.

"Thank you, Iida," you whispered, still not letting go, only tightening the grip.

He stayed silent, kissing your hair before slowly letting go of you. You pulled away as well, fixing your hair a bit before looking at him with a smile.

"Have you eaten anything today?" Iida asked and you slowly shook your head.He sighed."Come with me."

He took your hand, gently dragging you out of your room where some of your Class were.

"Hi, (Y/N)!" Kirishima said, coming to pat your back."Didn't see you all day."

"I wasn't feeling too well," you told him.

"Oh no, what happened?" Izuku said, coming into the living room as well.

"It's nothing," Iida said, looking at his classmates with a stern look."I would appreciate you all continuing with your works."

You turned to look at him with a raised eyebrow but he only shook your head, leading you to the kitchen.

"Now what would you like to eat?"

"Do I have to?" you whined, looking at him with innocent eyes.

"Yes, you very much have to," he said, flicking your forehead before turning to look into the fridge.

You watched as he took out some leftovers, messing with the oven as he tried to prep a meal for you.

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