Drunk Games

Chapter 25: The Truth

W: Yes, if you listen to what i have to say I'll let you go. I'll never trouble you but just listen to me before you decide.

H: I'm listening.

W: Everything that happened back in high school was a lie Soonyoung. You know that I would never betray you Soonyoung. We've been friends from childhood and I've never doubted you or your loyalty for me so I want you to believe me when i say I didn't betray you either. It all started when we started our last year in High school. When you told me that you were gay I was really happy for you. I was glad you trusted me with your secret. But there was something i couldn't tell you back then and i regret it till day. It's .. it's that I knew I was gay way before you. I kept it to myself because I couldn't gather the courage to tell the person I fell in love with that I did. But then when you told me that you were gay I couldn't have been happier. It was like a dream come true because the person I liked was you.
No not like. I loved you with all my heart Soonyoung. But once i realised my feelings I couldn't let them spoil our friendship in case you were not gay. But before I could properly tell you about my feelings you made that stupid boyfriend...
I hated him Soonyoungaah. I hated him because you cared about him and you wanted to be with him when I.. i knew i could make you happier. I still tried to be happy for you but that bastard figured it out. He started blackmailing me to stay away from you otherwise he would tell you and then I'd lose you as a friend too. I.. I didn't know what to do youngaaah. I was so afraid. I was helpless and I couldn't give you up no matter what. It hurt me to see you with him. Then one day when things were already above our reach you locked us in the classroom to sort things out. One thing led to another and we started fighting again. He kept saying he won't leave you and I kept saying that I wasn't going to let him ruin our friendship. It ended up in a fist fight and i pinned him to the wall while strangling him.
Then we heard you walking back to the class and I told him to break up with you. But that bastard had other plans. Just before you entered the classroom he let me go while i was still holding him and kissed me. I was so shocked I didn't realise he was doing it to show you. When I pushed him away he smirked and said, "if he's not mine then I won't let you have him either". I beat the crap out of him after that but he kept laughing.
It was too late when i realised that you had seen us kissing. I rushed to tell you but you wouldn't listen to me. I called you texted you and came to your place but you didn't listen.
Then finally you texted me and i was so happy you were giving me a chance to speak. But the same day that bastard came to you and told you something completely different from what had happened. You didn't come to the park we had decided to meet at, the next day but that bastard was there. He told me that you guys were back together and that you forgave him. He told me that it was wrong of me to secretly have a crush on him and that I had no idea how hurt you were because of what I did. We landed in another fist fight while you called me for the last time ever. After that you changed your number and moved away with a text that your parents don't know we don't talk anymore.
I didn't know what to do. I was so alone.

Wonwoo started crying after he finally finished telling Soonyoung everything. He dropped on his knees and held Soonyoungs legs with his hands to support himself as Soonyoung stood there motionless with tears running down his cheeks.

W: I still do Soonyoung, I still, I still like always love you. Can't you see? I love you and I don't want to hurt you ever. And i know that I've hurt you but give me a chance Soonyoung.
Just one chance.