Lost Love

Be ready to fall in Love

R O S E W O O D

Only Rakshit knew how he was feeling when Priya said about Drishti. Seeing her running away like that, Rakshit knew something is wrong but he didn’t know what. But now he knew and he was stunned. It felt someone has crushed all his hope and threw it away. Just like Priya, he was also shocked as he never thought that anyone can ever reject him. He had never felt any rejection like this before. He didn’t know what to say at that moment. He was actually blank.

It did surely hurt his ego…..
But more than that for the first time in life he had felt something like that seeing someone. He can't explain the intensity when he sees her in front of his eyes. He had felt something which he never felt before. He didn’t know how to face it now.

Shekhar and Priya looked at Rakshit being worried. They didn’t know what to say. They were not ready for something like this. Actually it was out of their thought.

“Rakshit? Are you okay?” Shekhar asked placing his hand on Rakshit’s shoulder after a long pause. He didn't find anything else to ask apart from this.

Rakshit nodded with a smile. “Of course. What will happen to me? I am totally okay." Rakshit took a pause and again started. "Leave me alone for a while, I need sometime to clear my head. Don't worry, I will be okay.” He assured them.

They were about to say something but Rakshit didn’t give them any chance to do so and walked away from there.

Shekhar and Priya were still standing at the same place looking at Rakshit's retreating figure. They stared at each other face and left a breath. They couldn't do anything.

D R I S H T I

Being a girl is never easy. If you born in a conservative family, then it will make things more difficult for you. Things will turn worse. You have to let go most of the things, you will dream off or want in your life. It's never easy. Mom says women are stronger than men that's why only they can be mother and bear the pain of giving birth to a child. That's why may be we can face and handle other things too.
I have always stayed away from boys around me. I also never tried to mingle with the boys of my class. Because I don’t want to be in any kind of intimate relationship. Because I know my parents, I know my family. I know how much conservative they are. If they get any hint of this even a little bit, I can’t imagine what they will do to me. They are the reason I tried to hide the feeling which suddenly appeared in my heart. For RAKSHIT.

Rakshit….

He is no doubt a charming man. He is the guy of every girl’s dream as much as I have seen till now. I also felt something seeing him. Something unfamiliar. He made me feel something which I never felt before. In these days, I have realized that it was not a mere attraction or infatuation which will vanish with time. If it was attraction, then I would have forgotten him when he was not in front of me. But he is always there in mind. He is never leaving.
I tried a lot. I tried hard to get him out of my mind but everytime I failed. It feels like he has made his permanent place there. We never met face to face neither we have ever talked to each other still he has managed to keep his effect on me.

I know I can’t have any kind of feelings not only for Rakshit but also for anyone else. My family won’t accept it ever. They will make me forget him more precisely leave him or throw him out of my life anyhow. I am scared of my father. I have never denied it. He is really strict and no one in my home has the guts to talk in front of him. Everyone is scared of him.

Today Priya told me, her friend has some feelings for me. I would have been happy, if it was Rakshit even if I can't reciprocate in that. For a moment, I had thought that it will be him only. I was flying at first thinking about that. But later at that very moment, it hit me that how can he like me? He has so many beautiful girls around him. How can he notice me leaving all of them? There is no way Rakshit has any idea of my existence.