Lost Love

Heartbreak and Success

We all go through hard times in life. It's a part of being alive and it's the reality we all have to deal with. There are time we forget our value as a person because we are so blinded with these thoughts of loneliness, emptiness and ego. But life itself isn't always about darkness and sadness . Life is also filled with colors and that make it beautiful. Along this path of darkness there's always light waiting to be seen by our daxnted heart.

Rakshit came back home late at night. He was roaming around the busy streets trying to suppress the pain inside with the noise of the streets. He was not feeling like coming back . He was not actually feeling anything.

It was the first time when someone meant so much to him and he couldn't hold back that person . Whole day he was roaming here are there . Most of the time he was sitting there in the back stairs reminding his and Drishti's memories.

They have created uncountable memories there. They never met anywhere else other than one place and also the nook of the Library, the never got to sneak out like other couples. But all this could not help him, the warmth was missing . Drishti was gone now. Rakshit wondered where she must be right now .

"Am I very bad as a person? I loved dad the most and you snatched him away from me. I didn't get mom's attention too for that. Because she had to take care of us and I don't blame her for that. Only bhai was there for me. Shekhar and Priya were also there. I was happy with them.
For the first time in all these years, I felt there is someone who can be only mine. I loved her so much. I don't need to tell you that, right? Today you snatched her too away from me .

Why?

What did I do to deserve this?

Why did you push me towards the uncertain life uncertain future?

Why do you always have to do this to me?

Rakshit was saying all this looking up towards the sky as if complaing to God for this messing. He was looking for his answer but got none.....Rakshit  started walking to no particular direction.

When he got into his home, he was looking terrible in short. He found Mahima and Anirab sitting in the hall. Both of them were brimming in joy. But he paid less heed to that. Right now he was not in condition to understand anything. So, he started walking towards his room without saying anything. But he couldn't take a step towards that side, before that only Anirab call him from back.

"Rakshit, were have you been all day? We were waiting for you for so long I called Shekhar but he also couldn't say about you. Where were you? What were you doing?" Anirab asked sternly getting up from his place .

Rakshit didn't say anything. He just looked down. No word came out from him. When Rakshit didn't say anything for a long time, Anirab again asked him.

"Sorry bhai" Rakshit mumbled softly "It won't happen again" He said still looking down.

Till now Mahima too got up and went near them and stood beside Rakshit and patted his shoulder passing an assuring smile to him. She turned towards Anirab.

"Come on, Anirab . Stop scaring him and tell him the news, how long more you will make him wait?" Mahima spoke softly with a never ending smile on her face.

This time Anirab too smile and looked at Rakshit who was getting confused with their behaviour. He was just staring at their faces blankly trying to guess what must have happened.

"Ok, Rakshit . See this" Saying so Anirab handed over a envelope to Rakshit .

Rakshit was confused yet he took it in his hand and opened it. He took out the piece of paper, more precisely a letter from inside it. He opened it and started reading the letter. As he went through it, his eyes went wide with tears forming in the corner of his eyes. He looked up from the letter and stared at his brother's face as if asking, if it's real or not .