The stars (Harry Potter fanfiction)

Chapter Ten

Venus Black POV

Class is finally over now I can go lay down. And cry in peace, without distractions. I get to my dorm open the door and shut it. I look around to make sure Athena didn't come in here to skip a class. As soon as I see no one's here I cry. I start crying hard.

I'm crying so much I could fill up a river. It's so much tears, I hear a knock at my door. Causing me to halt my crying. I yell out.

"Don't come in! I'm masturbating." I hear a sigh from the other side of the door, and the next thing you know my door is opened and it's Remus.

"More crying Venus. How bluer can you get?"

I shrug my shoulders. Noe I'm left staring at a worried Remus

"I said don't come in."

"Venus I know you weren't doing that. You're just crying and being a downer."

"I'll cry if I want to!" Remus sighs and opens the dresser door that I have beside my bed. He sees that my pill bottles are filled to the brim that I haven't been taking them.

"Venus, you didn't get medicine for it to sit here and grow old."

"I know it's just, Sirius came back I was so happy. So I thought I didn't need them."

Remus grabs the five pill bottles, opens them grabs one from each, and shoves them to my face. I open my mouth. As he shoves five different pills down my throat basically

"Yummy," I exclaim rolling back over on my side to cry more

"Venus. This isn't healthy. Sirius wouldn't want this for you." Remus tells me as he sits beside me comforting me as I start to cry harder biting my lip to stop the sobs

"I know! He left me! He could care less about me!" I yell at Remus

"Why do you tell yourself lies? That's not true, he escaped Azkaban, and the first thing he went to try and do. Was to find you!" Remus yells back at me I sigh and turn to face him, I say to him

"You know why I need love so much? Because I never grew up with it! My whole life my family looked down on me. My parents hated me so did my grandparents. And I would go to school hoping I would find something there. And I did I found Pandora and Regulus. But they didn't love me the way Sirius has. No one can ever top him. He made me feel wanted even though we were each other's dirty little secret. He loved me. And now he's gone."

Remus has his mouth open and goes to say something. But I cut him off, telling him

"Even you didn't like me, Remus. You, James, Peter and even the love of my life didn't. You guys made my life miserable, even though you knew what went on at home. You all knew what I was dealing with and made my life more of a hell."

"Venus, I know what we all did. And I feel terrible but we all made up didn't we?"

"Yes, we did. Calm down, I love you and James. I wouldn't trade any of you jerks for the world."

Remus chuckles and says

"I love you too. Not in the way you want me to but. I love you, you were there for me when no one was."

"It's what friends are for! Now come give mummy her kisses!"

Remus comes closer and hugs me. He soon starts to cry making me cry harder, I press kisses on both of his cheeks while he does the same for me

"I do miss his prick a lot."

Remus pushes me away, wiping his tears calling me gross. I laugh and get up offering my hand out to Remus. He accepts it and we start walking out the room. He soon asks me.

"Where are we going?"

"The kitchens, I'm starving!"

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Little did they know, watching them from the window. Was Sirius Black.

Apologizing to Venus although she will never hear. As he cries. Holding a picture of him and Venus and their newborn baby Athena.

Oh, how young they were.

We we're only seventeen. He thinks to himself

He smiles looking at the picture, his tears rolling off his face wetting the picture.

He whispers to himself saying,

"Once, this is all over. We can be a family again. Tonight."

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A/N

Hello. This is a sad chapter, it shows Venus struggling with her illness. And not keeping up on it, and all Remus wants to do is help, oh I wanted to clear this up again. Venus is not Remus sister, he is Athenas godfather that's why she calls him uncle, sorry if I confused you. I feel sorry for Venus all the women wants is love. This chapter also shows how her now friends and husband, bullied her terribly when they went to school. And it shows how she was the black sheep everywhere she went, she never fit in. And it shows how young Venus and Sirius were when they had Athena. Only seventeen.

-lei