30 DAY OTP CHALLENGE (Penny x Kid)

(14) Morning Routines (14)

There was a blackout last night T-T

Anyway I'm double posting today just because I missed yesterday.

And I decided I will only post one chapter per day, assuming I don't miss a day. (School days don't count.)

Also, if you didn't know, Kari is one of my Kindergarten OC's and she is Kid's sister. For more information about her, look at my book named "My Kindergarten AU" and see the chapter name 'Kari'
________________________________

(Penny's POV)

My eyes flutter open then I sit up and yawn. As I woke up the first thought that came to my mind was how I used to be. A killer robot that always had blackouts and got people in trouble. How I used to be before I met Alex. When I was an annoying, pathetic, little girl that begged for friends.

Everyone hates me.

I thought. It was untrue though. Alex cares about me. Monty does too. Lily. Billy. Nugget... Maybe? What if they don't? What if they just pity me? What if they leave me? I didn't realise my eyes were waterfalls. I sighed. I did it again.

I told Alex about these thoughts I had whenever I wake up. He told me that they cared about me. That they didn't pity me. All those stuff. I didn't really believe him. But then he told me that whenever I had those thoughts... I could sing just to get my mind off them. So I took a deep breath and started singing 'Count' By Lottie Hartnack. (Video above. Not mine)

"Five seconds,

Breathe it through,

Then you'll start to count again

Four seconds,

Count the reasons why today is not the end

Three seconds, breath

Two seconds, doubt

The last second filled with pain,

Don't you dare give up now

I know it's hard,

I know you wish it wasn't you

I know sometimes you feel like

You can't make it through

I know sometimes you feel like

Nobody would know

If you just disappeared,

I know you feel alone

But you can't have a sunrise

Without the night

You're getting stronger every day,

You have to fight

So don't you dare let go before

You see the sun

Your time's not done...

Five seconds,

Breathe it through,

Then you'll start to count again

Four seconds,

I can promise you

Today is not the end