Chapter 15 The Talent show

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The audience was full of all the high schoolers.I was nervous,why wouldn't I be I was singing for the first time,in New York City.Ryan was in the stands waving holding Safire in his hand.He was wearing the barbed wire around his neck.The principle had everything set up for me and the other students.I was the last to go."Save the best for last."She would say.I hope she was right,I haven't sung since Jr. High.The first act was a girl playing the flute and of course it was the song was Let It Go.The Second act was a boy who was street dancing,He moved like he had no bones,it always amazed me,and I realized that boy was Crossfire.I saw Safire crying tears of joy when she saw him on stage after he was done he kissed his hand and removed it from his lips almost like he was emailing her a kiss.She laughed.After more acts I was up my heart was racing and my world would change forever.
I took a deep breath.

Sing with your heart.I reminded myself

I will not make the same mistakes that you did
I will not let myself
Cause my heart so much misery
I will not break the way you did,
You fell so hard
I've learned the hard way
To never let it get that far

Because of you
I never stray too far from the sidewalk
Because of you
I learned to play on the safe side so I don't get hurt
Because of you
I find it hard to trust not only me, but everyone around me
Because of you
I am afraid

I lose my way
And it's not too long before you point it out
I cannot cry
Because I know that's weakness in your eyes
I'm forced to fake
A smile, a laugh everyday of my life
My heart can't possibly break
When it wasn't even whole to start with

Because of you
I never stray too far from the sidewalk
Because of you
I learned to play on the safe side so I don't get hurt
Because of you
I find it hard to trust not only me, but everyone around me
Because of you
I am afraid

I watched you die
I heard you cry every night in your sleep
I was so young
You should have known better than to lean on me
You never thought of anyone else
You just saw your pain
And now I cry in the middle of the night
For the same damn thing

Because of you
I never stray too far from the sidewalk
Because of you
I learned to play on the safe side so I don't get hurt
Because of you
I try my hardest just to forget everything
Because of you
I don't know how to let anyone else in
Because of you
I'm ashamed of my life because it's empty
Because of you
I am afraid

Because of you
Because of you

After the song ended everyone was standing and applauding.The curtains closed.Just before I turned around a hand appears on my shoulder.I quickly turn around and grab the hand of.......the principle.I quickly let go."I guess I should warn you that I am coming behind you."She said with a faint shake in her voice.I nodd.She than turns and leaves.

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