Broken Veins *trigger warning*

.23

:-( sad chapter

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[Luke's POV]

"Can I talk to you outside Luke?" Michael asks.

Right now ashtons sleeping. So we waited for him to awaken.

"Yeah sure." I frown.

We walk to the men's bathroom.

"Whats up?" I small smile.

"I want you back." Michael gets on one knee.

"Luke hemmings will you be my boyfriend? Again?" He asks.

"Michael I can't. I I I'm in love with Ashton! And now's not the best timing and placing." I frown.

"You know fine your just another freak that the world's gonna distroy." Michael says as he jumps up and walks out the room.

My eyes water up.

I chase after him.

"Michael please! I'm sorry I love you but your calling me at the absolute wrong time!" I scream.

He opens the door where Ashton and Calum talk.they both look up at him.

"You're a fucking freak Ashton I hope you die in hell you stupid Bitch. I wish you would've fucking died when you hung yourself. And Luke doesn't need you! He's just sad because you're in the hospital! Trust me the first we broke up was as soon as I left the hospital!" Michael screams.

"Please! Don't listen to him Ashton! I love you!" I say.

"No you don't!" Michael says.

"Yes I do!" I scream back.

"Fine here!!! You stupid fuck. Take these!! And die with your little whore!" He throws my old blades at me and storms out of the room.

"Luke don't!" Ashton says.

Tear go down my face.

I run into the bathroom.

I close the door and sit in a stall.

My back slides down the wall.

"Why can't we be normal!! Why can't be feel love!!!" I scream.

I think about how bad me and Ashton have it.

I cry harder.

I take a blade out of my pocket.

"This is for you Ashton.I love you babe." I say and try to catch my breath.

I cut Ashton my love into my arm. Just like he did for me.

"Every word is written for love." I say.

I cry and cut lines on my other wrist.

"I'm a freak. I'm a gay freak. IM A GAY FUCKING FREAK!"

"I want to die!!" I say.

I watch all my blood run on the floor.

I cry harder.

I hear the bathroom door open.

"Luke!" I hear a voice like ashtons say.

He kicks my door open.

He falls to the floor and starts crying.

"This isn't happening!!" He screams.

"YOU AREN'T FUCKING CUTTING!!" He screams louder.

"I fucking love you!! IGNORE WHAT MICHAEL SAYS HES JUST DRUNK!!" He says.

"Sir you need to come to bed." The male nurse says.

"I know ashy but I just I don't wanna be played again! He's killed me once and I guess its happening again!" I say.

"Sir!" The male nurse says.

"Bu bu but why my name?" He asks.

I show him the rest of my arm.

"I love you too." He cries.

He shows me his arm again.

Both of our arms combined said Luke my love and Ashton my love.

"Our broken veins will never be recovered." I say.