Broken Veins *trigger warning*

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That's Ashton sad about what happens in this chapter.

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[Ashtons POV]

It was time for school again.

Yay.

I really didn't wanna walk into the highway.

Haha how ironic.

I packed my bag and kissed my arm.

I made sure I hate another jacket because what happened last time should never happen again.

To avoid drama, I took the long way to school.

So I didn't have to see them.

It took me a while because I walked.

I put patches on my arm because I didn't wanna bleed anymore.

Tonight I get wasted.

Every Friday I get wasted.

I love the taste of alcohol. The sweet burning in my neck that causes me to crave even more.

Especially when you have cuts.

It gives you something to look forward too.

When you're feeling down have a drink to bring ya round.

And by round I mean high.

I got just in time for the bell.

I sit down in my first period class.

"Ew you're insane." Some girl says.

"Oh darling. We all are." I smirk at her.

"Freak." She says.

"Bitch." I snort.

I feel confident.

---P.E---

"Alright kids." Coach Rocky says.

"Today we are going to be running. So Irwin I suggest you take that jacket off."

"Yeah take your jacket off. Freak." Niall smirk.

"Why you need me to strip?" I smirk.

He gives me a dirty look.

Yeah that's right bitch.

I ignored what coach said because of my cuts.

" Alright kids. 2 miles. In 10 min for boys. Is an A . 15 is B. 20 is C. 25 is D and anything below is an F."

Well I know what I'm getting.

"For girls 11 is an A. 16 is a B. 23 is a C. 26 is a D and every thing else is an F."

"Alright go!"

Of course we all started running in the beginning but I stopped.

"Hey." Alex jogged behind me.

"Hey." I started jogging with him.

Hes the only reason why I'm healthy.

"What's up." He stop jogging and breaks.

"Nothing I was thinking about you." He blushes.

Because there was mug there we stopped running and walked.

It's always raining In Sydney.

"Hey freak." Niall said.

"What?!" I angrily replied.

"Don't give me attitude." He pushes me and I fell into the mud.

They all laughed at me.

Alex helped me up.

"I'm so sorry." I say.

I got some mud on his shoes.

"No let's go." He says.

We went and told the teacher and went to the shower .

We washed off.

I never saw his penis and I didn't wanna start today.

But it was to late oops.