Broken Veins *trigger warning*

.9

Qotd: Do you like the 1975 (band)

Ans: hell yeah ＼(^o^)／

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[Ashtons POV]

I never want to go back to the SSC but of course my mother wouldn't take no for an answer.

I don't understand why do all the boys there like me.

I'm stupid I'm ugly I'm a freak.

I take out a blade.

I'm weird I'm ugly and I'm annoying.

I looked for a patch.

I'm fat I'm stinky and ugly.

I sigh.

I cut my leg twice. Only because I didn't do it yesterday.

"ASHTON TODAY WE HAVE A ANNUAL PHYSICS TEST!!" my mom screams.

She never told me that!

Well it's not like I can cover up my cuts that good anyway.

I put on some clothes and run down stairs.

We drive over to the doctors office.

My mom fills out a paper and then we go in.

Doctor Healy.

Great.

"Hello Doc." My mom giggles.

"Hi Mrs. Irwin."

He says everything with a h sound.

So it sounded like he said hisses Heroin.

"Come to my office Ashton."

He checks my weight.

I'm 110 pounds.

Well I'm not fat.

I guess.

He checks my height 6.0.

Cool.

"Okay let's check your blood pressure."

It squeezes my arm.

"Mhmm are you a little stressed."

"Yeah."

"What happened."

I really don't wanna say in front of my mom but.

"well I had a boyfriend named Alex and this guy named Luke kissed me. So my step dad told everyone at the suicidal savers club. He lied and said that I kissed Luke. So the guy changed up my schedule. He said that Luke doesn't work on Mondays Tuesdays and a ton of other days. But then I was working with calum one day."

Mr. Healy nods.

"I told calum I was dating Alex. And he said that he was dating Alex. So we went to go find him and I found him sitting in a room with Luke. The boy I kissed. But the day before I met Calum. There was Mikey. He was Luke's boyfriend. He didn't get mad at me he just needed to know the whole story. So me and calum were watching what Alex and Luke were doing they were kissing and laughing and playing around and smiling and looking on love. Then Mikey came and watched them too. He saw Luke kiss Alex. Then he started crying then calum started crying. I grabbed Mikey and bought him over too calum. I told what I was gonna do. Alex and Luke kissed again and we walked in. Luke was all I'm sorry Mikey I'm sorry. And Alex was all I'm sorry calum I love you. I tapped on his shoulder to tell him he was forgetting we were dating too. Then he got mad and called me a freak. Then calum exploded then I ran home. Then the other day came and calum I think broke into my house and woke me up while I was sleeping. Then calum kissed me and teased me and then my mom saw my hickey. That's why I'm so stressed."