Broken Veins *trigger warning*

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[Ashtons POV]

I go home and take a shower.

I'm never gonna make it out of that school.

I take off my clothes and head into the shower.

I turn on the water.

I grab a rag and soak it with water.

Fuck this burns.

I watch most of my blood go down the drain.

I wash every thing for a long period of time.

I get out of the shower.

My wipe myself down with a towel.

I look in the mirror.

I see my hickey.

I cry.

I put the makeup on the hickey.

I put my night clothes on.

I clean up behind me and leave the bathroom.

"So you think it's fun to run away?" Eric says.

"No I'm-"

He punches me.

I fall down.

"Stop fucking hurting me I have enough pain in my life!!" I scream.

"You don't tell me what to do." He screams back.

I push him out if my way I grab my clothes from my room and put them on.

He watches me.

"What!" I scream.

I close the door.

He opens it.

"Go away!"

"This is my house!"

"This is actually my dad's house and you're not my father!"

I put on my underwear then my pants.

I can't fucking take this anymore.

I back my bag full of clothes and the things I own.

"What the hell are you doing." He says.

"I'm getting the Fuck out of here.and I swear if you touch my little brother and sister I will fucking kill you while your sleeping."

I grab my bag and walk out.

"Get your ass back in this house!" He screams.

I call Luke.

"Hello?" He says.

"Come pick me up." I say.

"On my way." He says.

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I hop on Luke's car.

"Whats wrong honey." Luke says.

"My fucking step dad keeps hitting me. So I'm moving out. I was hoping I could crash with you for sometime."

"Yeah of course." Luke says.

"Thanks."

"I I I still have the hickey calum gave me." I frown and a tear rolls down my cheek.

"Oh well I can put hickeys on you."

"What?"

"I said I can help you." Luke lies.

I give him one of those I know what the Fuck you just said looks.

"Oh thanks." I say.

We get to his dorm.

I see Michael and calum talking.

The makeup I used isn't working anymore.

It fades in like 3 minutes.

"Ashton." Calum stands up.

"No." I say.

"Your hickey." He smirks.

"Shut up!" I scream.

"I'm sorry babe. I just freaked out."

"You FREAKed out alright."

"No I'm just-"

"Get the hell away from me." I say.

I lay down on Luke's bed.

He lays with me.

"I..I...I love you." Luke says.

Calum storms out of the dorm.

"You guys should be happy." Mikey frowns and runs with him.

"What the hell is mikeys problem?" I ask.

"We dated remember?"Luke hugs me harder.

"Oh yeah." I softly push him off.

I don't wanna date Luke not yet at least.