Broken Veins *trigger warning*

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....sorry I haven't been on lately I've had my issues.

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[Ashtons POV]

Ignoring the fact that everyone's back to there normal 'ashtons a freak" selves.

I went online and check my Facebook.

[Facebook]

48- notifications

0- New friends

27- messages

I clicked on messages and got sent to the app messenger.

"Kill yourself"

"I hope you die"

"You gay fag"

"You ugly roach."

"Nasty ass"

"I'm sending you a blade"

"You should cut more."

"You gay freak"

I quickly turn off my phone screen.

My heart beats fasts.

Tears roll down my face.

I take off my shirt.

And cut.

Death is officially an option.

I open my phone again.

I check the notifications.

"At a party without Ashtonirwin"

"Having fun with my best friends minus one of our members Ashtonirwin"

"Ashtonirwin should die"

I close my phone again.

I cut deeper.

"Luke I NEED YOU!!!" I scream to the ceiling hoping Luke would run into the dorm.

The door opened.

"Ashton?" I hear Michael ask as he slowly walks over to me.

"No!! Go away!!" I scream.

"Ashton!" He walks over to me.

"STAY AWAY!!!" I scream.

He slowly opens the door but because its at night and there are no lights on. I'm pretty sure he can't hear me.

"GO THE HELL AWAY!!" I scream and kick.

I stand up and walk towards him.

"Go away." I whisper.

He walks behind me.

He grabs me from behind.

"What the hell are you doing?" I back away from me.

"You make me happy." He says.

He turns on the light.

"You're still cutting?" He says.

I look up at him.

It's Luke.

"Oh God Luke I thought you were someone else." I say.

I hug him. Which ends up having me smear my blood on his arm.

He grabs me and kisses me.

"Be my boyfriend." He says.

"I thought we were already dating." I say.

"We are but I want this to be official. Be my boyfriend make a promise that you'll never ever EVER cut any beautiful inch of your body again." He holds my hands.

"Okay lukey. I'll be your boyfriend. Again." I smile and hug him.

He grabs me and pulls me to the bed.

He kisses me.

Michael walks in.

"Oh I see what's going on." He smirks and walks away.

Luke takes off his clothes and I do the same.

I stay here and cuddle with my new boyfriend.

"I love you baby." He wraps his thick arms on me.

"I love you too." I smile and close my eyes.