Broken Veins *trigger warning*

.5

[Ashtons POV]

On the day when I was scheduled to start. I had something to actually look forward too.

Luke.

"Hello." A man says.

"Hi I'm signing as Ashton Irwin."

"Yes yes. You will be meeting up with Lucy today."

Damn it. I hate girls.

"Well I don't really like girls. Can I have another person?"

"Um... Luke. Hes with a group right now."

"Group?"

"Yeah they have groups."

"Oh."

"Wait for.... 30 minutes."

"Okay."

I was so nervous. Maybe be didn't like me.

Maybe I would embarrass myself.

Or he'd like I was a stalker. Oh no.

-----30 minutes later-----

Some kids walked through the door into the room.

I followed them.

"Hello guys." He says.

"Oh hey Ashton." He smiles.

"Ha..ha..ha..hi. you remember my name."

"Of course I do." He smiles.

He sits down and I sit next to him.

"Hello Guys. We have a new member of our 2:30 to 3:30 pm group."

"His name is Ashton Irwin."

They all start clapping.

"Ashton what's going on between you."

"Well um..."

Alex walked in.

"Alex?" I say.

"Ashton?" His eyes brighten.

I jump up.

"What are you doing here?" I asked.

"Okay well um.. I lied. My mom isn't sick. Normally after school. I would've told you but."

Forgetting that there were people watching us. I pushed him against the wall and kissed him.

[Luke's POV]

Ouch!

I think my heart just broke. But I never even talked to him. This is stupid. I wish Alex was me and I was Alex.

[Ashtons POV]

His lips taste better than ever.

He moans.

Someone caughs.

"Well that escalated quickly." Someone says.

They all laugh.

I feel offended why do people keep laughing at me.

"Ashton. Um. We don't wear jackets in here." Luke says.

"Oh but." My eyes water up.

"Okay." I frown.

I take off my jacket and they stare at me.

"I'm sorry I..." I start crying.

"No no no. We all love you Ashton."

I cry more.

"Ashton you can put your jacket on." Luke says.

I put my jacket on.

I grab a tissue and wipe the stuff off my face.

"Would you like to share why and how long you've been cutting?" Luke ask.

"Um.. I have been cutting since I was 13. I cut through out the whole year. Then stop a year. So 13 I would cut and 14 I wouldn't then 15 I would then on and on."

"How old are you and why do you cut."

"I'm 19 and I cut because I feel like I'm not good enough for anyone. Except Alex. When I'm up the world pushes me down again."

Some kid stands up.

"Um.. Victor where are you going?" Luke asks with a smile.

"I can't stay here with a freak." He says.

Luke's face turns red.

"Listen you did the same thing. How dare you call him a freak. How dare you call him the name that you've been called? We are here to support each other!" He screams.

Victor flips his chair.

Everyones eyes whiten.

I stand up and run outside.

I cry.

"Ashton!"

I run home.

I'm not like the other girl.

I open the door and run to my room.

I fucking hate life.

Someone knocks on the door.

I open it.

Surprisingly it's Luke.

"I'm sorry." I say.

He grabs me and kisses me.

I kiss back. His lips taste like strawberry.

He takes off my jacket.

And kisses me harder.

"What the hell is going on." Mama says