My birthdays tomorrow. :)
Last chapter was not okay lol.
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[Ashtons POV]
"DAMN IT LUKE WHYD YOU DO IT!" I screamed at the blonde boy with blue eyes.
"Because I'm tired of this world being mean to us freaks. Because I just wanna go home! Because I can't do this anymore." He says.
"Thats not an excuse Luke. Don't cut! Blades aren't for perfect people!" I say.
"Then why do you cut?" He asks.
"Because I'm not perfect! Because I'm not special I'm just Ashton. And you're Luke. Luke hemmings. My love." I wink.
I sit up from my hospital bed.
"I don't know what to say but you keep me happy and happy is what I wanna be." He smiles and picks at his scars.
"Hey! Don't do that!" I grab his arm and hold hand.
"I'm sorry." He says.
He stands up.
"Ugh when do we leave this hell hole!" Luke screams.
"Next week. They just need to do a few more checks on my neck. " I say.
"Oh." He smiles.
"Well when you do get out what's gonna happen?" He spins around and dances.
"I'm gonna wear a Cervical Collar. There's nothing wrong with my neck. It's just when they do surgery it always snaps. And they don't want me walking down the street and my neck snaps. So." I smile.
"I don't like my life." He says.
"Well you should! And you only have one!" I remind.
"I really wanted to leave the Earth. But you're the only thing keeping me here." He spins around again.
"How ironic you're the only thing keeping ME here." I smile.
"So If I give up. You give up. What I'm saying is if I....die ...you die and if we walk away from life it's over together? You'd die for me?" I say.
"Luke. I'd die with you and I'd die for you." I smile.
"I love you." He kisses me.
"Well I love him more." Calum jumps up and storms out the room.

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Broken Veins *trigger warning*
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