Broken Veins *trigger warning*

.14

Sorry I deleted that last chapter I didn't like the way it turned out.

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[Calums POV]

I woke up and Ashton was crying.

"Hey babe. What's wrong?" I ask.

He looks at me. Tears in his eyes.

"Y.Y.You are s.s.supposed to help help me." He stutters.

"What do you mean I'm supposed to help you?" I touch his bag.

"You you you cut?" He burst out into tears.

I grab him and hug him.

"I'm sorry." I say.

I feel my body shaking with sadness.

No one ever cared if I cutted.

"I'll stop if you stop." I cry.

"No I'm not stopping. But you have no reason to cut." He lets go of me.

"I do to! I have to worry about college and paying my bills and I have to worry about you. I think of you every minute of the day. "

"SO IM THE REASON YOU CUT!?!" He screams and immediately stands up.

"No! I was just saying I have a lot of things to worry about."

"Got damnit man I'm a grown man. You don't have to fucking worry about me."

"You call me up like a broken record saying that your heart hurts! What was I supposed to do."

"I don't know ignore me."

"Then you would get sad and suicidal. "

"Thats not the point. Don't fucking worry about me if it adds stress on you." He screams.

"YOU TRIED TO KILL YOURSELF YESTERDAY!!!"

"You didn't know that! You just so happened to be there at the perfect time."

"I knew you were gonna do it. Did you see me with an ash tray. Or what ever you call it."

"No."

"Then shut up."

"Don't get mad at me!" He says.

"I DO WHAT THE FUCK I WANT!!!"

"IF YOU WANNA JUMP OFF A CLIFF ILL PUSH YOU IF YOU WANNA CUT YOURSELF ILL GIVE YOU THE BLADE!!! YOU DONT WANT ME TO WORRY ABOUT you? FINE THATS WHAT THE FUCK ILL DO YOU FREAK!" I scream.

[Ashtons POV]

Is this why everyone leaves me?

Is this why I'm worthless AF.

Is this why no gives a shit about me?

Because I'm evil?

I just stand there watching Calum.

Tears rolling down my face.

The word freak kept repeating on my mind.

I grab my clothes put them on.

"I'm sorry I didn't mean it." Calum says.

I grab my backpack.

"Ashton!" Calum says.

"You want me to cut more you want me to jump off a cliff? That's exactly what the Fuck I'm gonna do."

"Ashton!!!" He runs up to me.