Stories of a hormonal girl in the aro spec ↝ Rants, facts, tags.

😏About me😏

So

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I guess some stuff about me-

I mean you can see some of them in my bio but whatever

SO

I am a girl- ♀️  my pronouns are she/her and I currently identify as lithromantic, cupiomantic unlabeled 

yeah i forgot to tell ya about the cupiomantic part but oh well t'is not very important

anyways

I currently go to middle school and my age is between 13-17 (im not gonna say my exact age just know im somewhere there)👩🏽

I live in Europe (im not sure i have told yall the country where i live before so im not gonna say it now)🤍

My favourite colour is blue💙

My favourite snack is pizza🍕 and my fave drink is ice-tea🍸

My fashion style is somewhere in between casual👖, hipster 🕶, grunge 🖤and goth♠ depending on my mood and the occasion

I have blue hair and it is my life

I sometimes feel as if I cant communicate with people, especially with girls.🤷🏽‍♀️

I probably have some sort of anxiety but I'm not diagnosed and I am afraid of asking my parents to visit a psychologist or psychiatrist😃

I like dancing,💃🏽 reading📖 and writing ✍🏽because through dance I forget my problems and relax, through reading I find myself into a complete different world, being a different character which also helps me escape reality and writing helps me channel my thoughts and emotions.

No I don't do drugs or smoke some sort of illegal substance and I'm terrified of getting drunk because of my ✨overthinking✨ and of what I would do and say.🙋🏽‍♀️🙂🔫

I am a nerd,👓 a proud one, but that doesn't mean I'm boring.😎😏

I am a night owl 🦉but if i am tired, which is more often than not, I easily fall asleep.

I hate physical activities😌

I draw. A lot. Either it is digital or on paper. I prefer drawing to painting but if I have the correct ingredients I also like painting.🖼🎨🖌✏

I am obsessed with England and everything surrounding it. (no i'm not British)

I don't really like myself but I have accepted that it is who I am and I have to suck it up and be me.🤠

I am a sweet tooth🍰 but I still prefer salty snacks than sweet ones.🍟

One of my biggest dreams is to have a library📚 like the one from beauty and the beast (video above)

I used to love pink 🌸so I am stuck in a room which looks like it is painted by unicorn fart🦄😃. Pastel pink is pretty but the shade that I have painted my room with is horrible (pics in another chapter probably)

I might be a bit obsessed with 💜80's🖤

I am the female version of Remus Lupin and you can't convince me otherwise.😗✌

I am a part of so many fandoms like: HP, Lotr, The inheritance cycle, The wizards of once, The books of beginning, Ulysses Moore, The thirteen treasures trillogy, stranger things fandom, friends, how i met your mother, suits, NCIS, STAR WARS, Sherlock, MARVEL and many more 😍

My favourite author is probably Christopher Paolini and he is also my idol. I admire his writing abilities in such a young age ( he wrote the first book of the inheritance cycle when he was 16) i wish i had just tiny bit of his talent-🤩

My favourite era is the marauders era from HP⚡

My fave wattpad author is probablyyyy                           

idk🤷‍♀️

🤍🤍I LOVE IMAGINE DRAGONS🤍🤍

I dont stan them. I barely stan anyone and deffinitely not any singers just because Im a fan (except for HS but only because he is amazing and an idol not because of his music). I just like their music , the lyrics of their songs and the emotion they put in them. Believe me I can keep going on explaining why I like imagine dragons for hours but I won't. Yet. Maybe in another chapter.✌🏼👌🏼

Favourite actress is Emma ofc her acting skills are amazing- and favourite male actor is probs RDJ. I dont really know any actors of other genders so-😣

Oh about bands I also like Queen a lot and Freddie is amazing and the Beatles (Paul McCartney is the best)👌🏼

Im a generally chill person but dont get on my bad side cause i may or may not have anger issues😛🤬

and a black taekwondo belt.😅🥋

heh

anyways

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I'm clumsy

like really clumsy

like i once accidentally dropped my tablet in the sea level of clumsy💀

uh i like thrillers🤏🏼

OH im obsessed with crime series and books. I have read so many agatha cristies and i have watched like- 90% of the crime series that there is on my country's tv.🤩🤩🤩🤩

I have a pet peeve with jewellery. Especially jewellery with chains. I just don't like wearing them. Idk why- they feel weird on my skin-😅

I have scolopendrphobia meaning i am afraid of centipedes thanks to a very traumatic incident that happened in my last summer holidays. I also have a fear of worms since they look kind of alike. I am also terrified of wasps without a particular reason- and lastly i have a fear of being alone but it is a bit complicated- i am not afraid of being alone, more like being alone in a place i dont know or being really far from anything known to me- 

I get ✨panic attacks✨when I'm extremely stressed (eg before I sit an exam, when I get lost, when I'm pressured into doing things etc)

I have a really really dirty mind and i can turn almost every innocent sentence into something else-

AHHHH I LOVE FAIRY LIGHTS THEY ARE SO PRETTYYY😁

I can play the piano 🎵🎹

I am a pro in technology stuff😎 so everyone in my family asks me for help😃🔫

My dream career is a computer programmer and I have been taking lessons anywhere I can find them for free💻

Puzzles calm me down and help me sort out my thoughts🧩

So does music 🎶

And talking to myself😅

And showering 🛀🏼

Um i sing terribly but i subconsciously sing in the shower either way

I used to craft a lot so now i have a load of crap which is leftovers from my previous crafts that i dont know what to do with-

I am a crybaby but i hide it at school because society is gonna hit you where it hurts and then throw you to the trash if you don't seem strong. Nice huh? 😃😂😢

Messy af

Uh I dont find swearing cool but I sometimes do swear when I'm irritated or mad. I don't think it is always bad to swear, it is more like a way to take out your anger. But no I dont put fuck in every sentence like a kid wanting to seem cool.

I am an aries ♈and my birthday is on 17th April. YAY 13 DAYS LEFT ONLY 🥳

Christmas 🎄is my favourite holiday. I prefer winter to summer because I dont have to go out of my house and socialise ✌🏼

I am that one nerd with pollen allergies kid 🤡🤧