The Other Biersack

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*Kellins POV*

I layed in my bed listening to the sound of Myia run around the house to get ready. It's supposed be my senior year. I don't see why I have to go, I'm not gonna remember anything or anyone. I don't understand why I'm still here. I should have just died right then and there. My thoughts always trace back to Dylin. It really bothers me that I can't remeber who she is. Or any of the things we did together.

"KELLIN!!" Myia yells my name but I roll over to face the wall. 

"Come on we're gonna be late.!" You can hear the irritation in her voice.

"I'm not going." 

"Yes you are." She say as she walks into my room.

I roll back over and sit up. "Did he text you.?" Her cheeks turn red.

"Who.?" 

"Andy, DUH." 

"Oh.... Uhm.... OH.!" She laughs really hard. Honestly it wasn't that funny. It's not funny to forget.

"Yes, she is home you don't have to worry."

"Is she okay.?" 

"Yes, now get up and get dressed or we'll be late." With that she leaves my room. I know it sounds bad but I wish something would happen to her memory, so I wouldn't feel so bad for hurting her. 

I walk over to my closet and open the door to get attacked by all my clothes that fell out on top of me.

"Yay me." 

Myia's going nuts cause it's her first day of high school. I don't see what the big deal is. I mean I feel like it's my first day too. Even though I've been going there the past 3 years. But it feels as if I never existed. I wish I didn't. I finally find a black v-neck with some back skinny's and black vans. 

"You ready.?" Myia yells from downstairs.

"Yeah just give me a sec." As I was putting my closet back together, I went to throw a pile back in there when a picture fell out. It was an old picture, me and Andy had to be at least 13. The girls looked 9 or 10. We were standing outsuide hot topic. Dylin had her arms wraped around my waist. The way I was looking at her made me think. I thought as hard as I could. Her smile was so cute, she was laughing really hard in the picture. 

Suddenly it hit me. It was the summer right before middle school. That was the last summer with Andy before he went to the uhm. Fuck. 

"Kellin come on if we don't leave right now we'll be late." I threw the picture in my bag and ran down the stairs. "Let's go then" I tell her as I run past her and out the door. 

"Kellin you don't even know where you're going." 

"Don't be so sure."  I say as i turn left down the driveway. 

"Really, cause uhm it's that way." She points to the right trying not to laugh.

"Right I knew that." No you didn't. You remember one thing and think you're a god.

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We get to school, I imediatly look for Dylin. I can't find her anywhere. I see Andy in the distance and run over to him.

"Where's. Dylin.?" I say between breaths. 

"Uhm, I'm not sure check the gym."

"Where's that.?"

"Over there." He points to the side of the school. I quickly start to walk over there untill she walks out. I run to her. 

"Dylin.!!" She turns to look at me in shock. She quickly looks at the ground.

"Y-yes.?" She stutters. 

"What's wrong.?" Forget the picture something's wrong. 

"Nothing, I gotta get to class." 

"Wait." I grab her arm to stop her from leaving, she looks up at me with a black eye and a busted lip. "Dylin...." 

"Just don't. You can't fix everything Kellin."  She jerks her arm and walks to the door. What did she mean by that? 

Sorry I havent been updating much, a lot is going on . If it's not drama then it's testing. I was really depressed while writing this. I hope you guys like it. I'll try to update but this weekend. :) -Kaily.