The Other Biersack

The Confession

*Kellin's POV*

I had pizza with my little sister and Andy then I decided it was about time I head over to Dylin's. I was nervous about why she wanted me to come over. I mean she was avoiding me all day then I find out she's talking to some guy she just met. All the sudden now she wants to talk? I got lost in my thoughts and before I knew it I was standing outside her house. I texted her to come let me in. I walked up to her door as she opened it. 

"Hey, my dad isn't home and Andy is at your place." 

"Well um that's nice to know I guess."  I said as she walked me up to her room.

"Imma go to the bathroom one sec." She flashed me a quick adorable smile. 

"Alright." I grinned back at her. I'm still unsure as to why I'm here. Alone. With her. 

*Dylin's POV* 

Fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck. What the hell am I doing. "Oh my dads not home and my older brother isn't either." I mocked to myself. How fucking stupid. Why can't I just say 

'Oh I've loved you since I was 5 and wanted to fuck you since I knew what that was but small problem you don't fucking remember me or anything we ever did together and you know I'm talking to someone but I don't want to be talking to someone unless it's you Kellin Quinn.' I caught my breathe when I heard a small creek from the door.

"Is all of that true?" I didn't just say that out loud did i?

"Depends... what did you hear?"

"Enough. I heard enough. Now it's my turn to talk." He grabbed my arm and dragged me back to my room. We sat down on my bed and he just stared into my blue eyes.

"I thought you were-" I was cut off by his lips crashing onto mine. My mind raced and the room spun. I couldn't grasp that the love of my life was not only in my bed but kissing me, in my bed. He separated his lips from mine and looked at me with glossy eyes.

"There's something I must tell you."

"Do tell." I smiled as I wrapped my arms around his waist.

He started shuffling through his book bag then he pulled out a picture frame.

"I need your help Dylin. I've been trying to tell you all day. I found this in my closet I kinda remember but I can't remember what happened after this."

He handed me the picture frame and inside it was a picture that meant the world to me.

"I have the same one. It's put away right now. But what do you remember about it?"

"I remember that me and Andy were about 13 and that would make you girls about 10. I remember it was in the summer. And I remember something happened soon after this. Like I have a bad feeling but I don't know what it is."

I know what he's talking about.... Andy leaving.

"Do you want me to tell you? I can if you'd like"

"Dylin I don't want you to. I need you to."

"Well, this was close to the end of summer and yes you guys were 13 and we were 10. But the bad feeling you're experiencing is Andy's depression problem. And he.."

I couldn't hold back the tears just started falling I hated talking about this. Kellin wrapped his arms around me and pulled me back to where we were laying on my bed. I had my head buried in his chest balling my eyes out. He didn't say a word he had one hand on my waist and the other on my head.

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There was a knock on my door. Andy walked in to see me cuddled up next to Kellin pasted out.

"Um excuse me?" I'm a light sleeper so hearing his voice woke me up.

I looked at Kellin and kinda started to freak out.

"What. What time is it? How did we fall asleep."

"It's 7:03." 

Anger covered Andy's face. Maybe being in love with my brothers best friend wasn't a good idea.

"Fuck. Do you have time to run home or no?" 

"I don't think so considering we have to walk." 

"FUCK. I forgot about that too."

"Kellin, I have something you can wear. And YOU, YOU need..."

He raised his finger pointing at me but failed to inform me on what to do. 

"Okay no time to sit and argue. We gotta leave in 10." 

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*Kellin's POV*

This teacher is really annoying I mean who really needs to know that the mitochondria powerhouse of the cell. I mean who the hell cares. Besides I thought I should have learned this as a sophmore. Well even if I did, woud'nt know. But the important matter is what happened last night.  Dylin is in love with me. How? I hate me. Well what I know about me. Am I a virgin? God. Help me. I'm so screwed. I think I need to go back to 6th grade. I forgot how to do the do.  Who would I even ask that? Who would know? I don't seem like an open person. Is Dylin? She seems like she is. But the innocent ones are the ones you gotta watch out for. Yeahhh not gonna ask her that.