To Love or Not

Chapter 28

Chapter 28

Dan's post bugged me the whole time.

Ni hindi ako makapag concentrate kay Kuya Ysmael dahil sa game over na 'yon.

What game is it Dan? Hindi ko alam! Godammit! Naiinis ako na hindi. I am freaking desperate na hindi.

'Kong tutuusin, I shouln't care about him now.

Hindi naman talaga.

The moment that he threw our so called friendship just because of his feelings for me, the string that is connecting between us has already broken.

'Yon na ang katapusan 'non.

Seriously speaking, I've been preparing for this thing to happen, at hindi ko pwedeng i-deny that I'm also hurting. Daniel's been a part of my life.

Hindi ko nga alam eh...baka 'nong mga panahong linalayo ko na ang pinsan ko sa kanya ay ang mga panahong mahal ko na nga sya. Ako na ata ang lumalandi nong mga panahong 'yon.

Come to think of it, bakit ako gagawa nang mga ganong kagagahan 'kong wala akong pagtingin kay Daniel diba? You cant tell that I just cared for him dahil hindi nga kami close that time, you cant also tell that I'm jealous with Samantha because hell ,I'm not.

"Ano nga palang bibilhin mo sa mall?" I stopped from chewing the pasta when Kuya Ysmael suddenly talked. Oh my, kasama ko pala sya!

"Leggings?" wala sa sariling sabi ko at sumimsim sa iced tea.

"You're taste in fashion has changed. Its boring." kumunot ang noo ko dahil sa sinabi nya. What in the world?

"Pardon, Kuya?"

"Hindi na ako magtataka 'kong pagsawaan ka ni Daniel, Yvette. God, what is happening?" he hissed and my jaw clenched. Tinaasan ko sya nang kilay and looked him from head to foot.

"'Wag mo ngang pakialaman ang sense of fashion ko, it will change sooner or later!" naiinis na sabi ko sa kanya.

"I'm Lance Ysmael Yap Lee, Lara Yvette Yap Lee. A famous model of that freaking famous clothing line. And you're my sister! You cant expect me to not care on your sense with fashion. Cuz you're really boring." ismid nya ang my jaw clenched, again. Seriously? Mag aaway ba kami dahil lang sa suot ko?

"Look who's talking Kuya Ysmael! Pants and checkerd?! Hell!" binato ko sya nang tissue and he did the same.

"Boring!" aniya. Binalik ko ang tissue sa kanya.

"I'm your younger sister! Respect me, at least." sinamaan ko sya nang tingin. Humagalpak sya sa tawa.

"Respect my ass." nakangising aniya.

"Ikaw nga jan itong boring eh. Seriously? An apple a day keeps the doctor away? Kailan pa? Yuck!" pang iinsulto ko sa kanya.

"Anong sayo? Damuhan? Kabayo ka eh!" he insulted me back. Madalas kasing veggies ang kinakain ko ngayong nakaraang araw na nasa bahay sya.

"Whatever!"

Napuno nang tawanan at asaran ang lunch namin, and I'm glad it did. Dahil akala ko talaga ay hindi ganon ang magiging takbo.

God, we're really siblings.

"Are you seriously gonna buy some cheap leggings?" ismid ni Kuya Ysmael sakin nang nasa mall na kami. Ang isang kamay nya ay naka akbay sakin at ang isa naman ay naka pamulsa sa pants nya. I glared at him because of his usage of words. Cheap leggings? Tss!

"Hindi na! Pick me dress's 'kong ganon. You're a famous model on that freaking famous clothing line, right?" humalukipkip ako at pumasok sa F21. He followed me at tinataasan nya ako nang kilay.