Playing with fire Reader x Sapnap

chapter 46

A/N: Topic warning, Death and blood. Also for this chapter I would recommend listening to House of Glass by Jon Carl

When I began to gain consciousness I heard Philza crying my name. "Not my little girl." I hear him whisper. I feel someone put me down. "Wilbur, why?" Philza says.

"What are you going to do? When I enter these codes, half of Lmanburg goes up in smoke." I hear wilbur say.

"[y/n] doesn't deserve this. You hurt her." Philza says. I start to gain feeling in my face and chest. I slowly blink my eyes open. A bright light fills my vision causing me to squint my eyes closed.

"What are you going to do? Kill me?" Willbur insisted.

"You're my son! But if thats what it takes." I hear phil say. By the time I gained enough feeling in my body to push my self up I was to late. I opened my eyes to see Phil plunge a dagger into Wilburs chest.

"WILL!" I scream.

"Oh my [y/n] you're okay!" Phil says. Then phil looks down to the sight of wilbur crumbling beneath him. Seeing blood pouring out of Wilbur was enough to make Philza pass out.

"PHIL!" I cry. Then I see Wilbur gasping for air. Before I can think I run to him and hold him in my arms.

"[y/n]?" I hear him say weakly. Tears began falling down my face again.

"Wilbur stay with me." I try to say. My hand shook as it hovered over the dagger still in Wilburs chest. I didn't know weather to pull it out or not.

"[y/n], Thankyou for being my closest friend through everything. Even when everyone else gave up on me you're still here." Wilbur says. His voice was strained.

"WILBUR DON'T GO!" I cried. Wilbur reached up and wiped a tear from my face.

"Don't be sad [y/n]. This should've happened a long time ago. I guess it was never meant to be." Wilbur says calmly.

"Wilbur don't talk like that. You can still make it." I say through tears. I pulled him closer and held him in my arms. Wilburs hand stayed on my cheek.

"Shh. It's okay. Just accept it. I'll be able to rest in piece if I know you've let me go. So long as you don't forget me." Wilbur whispers. I nod. I had to let go of him. Accept that I was about to lose my brother. Tears were streaming down my face at a rapid pace. I had a burning feeling at the back of my throat. Wilbur sounded calm, but his expression was somewhat panicked. I didn't want him to go into shock before dying.

"Wilbur," I say. His attention drifts back to me. "Thankyou for being my big brother." I say. Wilbur gives me a weak smile.

"Watch Tommy for me." Wilbur says. I felt wilbur start to become cold in my arms.

"I will. I promise." I assure him. I made sure to keep eye contact with Wilbur. Philza stirred and Wilburs attention started to drift but I moved his cheek to face me.

"[y/n]?" Wilbur says.

"Yes?" I say softly.

"Tell sapnap if he hurts you I will haunt him until he goes crazy." Wilbur jokes. I laughed and smiled at him. He could always brighten up a dim situation. Then I started to cry harder because I was losing him. Wilbur runs his thumb over my cheek to wipe away the tears. I moved my free hand to cover his and hold it in mine.

"Wilbur I don't know what I'm gonna do without you." I admit.

"I don't know but can you promise me you won't give up? That you will go on? I need you. Who else is gonna make fun of how overly serious techno is? Or give Tommy a hard time? Or serve as Phils emotional support. [y/n] I want you to have something." He says.

"What is it?" I ask.

"Remember when we were young and I taught you how to play a few songs on the guitar?" Wilbur asks.

"Yeah, techno told me I literally made his ears bleed." I say. Wilbur smiles.

"But you got pretty good. Please keep my guitar once I'm gone. I want someone to keep making music with it. I want my memory to live on with it." Wilbur says. I couldn't think of a response so I just nodded.

"Anything for you. I promise I won't give up." I say. Again wilbur ran his thumb over my cheek to wipe away a new pool of tears. Wilbur winced and let out a small pained grunt. "Wilbur?" I asked. I had to distract him from his pain.

"Hm?" He says.

"Can you-" I started to speak. I didn't know what to say. "Can you sing?" I asked.

"Only if you hum along." He says in a pained voice. "I think I've lost my mind." He starts to sing. I hummed the tune to saline solution to the best of my memory. He sang the lyrics. His voice was weak but beautiful. "I think I've found my voice. . ." Wilburs voice starts to sound more weak and strained. He was slipping away and I saw it in his eyes. I did my best not to cry for him. "Saline solution to all your-" He says. Wilbur inhaled one more time. Something told me it was his last breath. Wilbur doesn't continue singing. His smile started to fade.

"Goodbye." I whisper. I continued to choke back tears for him. He kept eye contact with me for a few seconds longer after I said goodbye. Then his smile fades away fully and I lost eye contact with him. He had grown colder and colder in my arms by the second. The hand he had on my cheek went limp and fell to his side. I gently set him down on the ground and closed his eyes.

All composure I had before, I lost. I started to cry hard. Tears streamed down my cheeks and I cried out wilburs name. Philza stirred awake. "PHIL!" I cry Philza looks down at wilburs body then runs to me. He pulled me into a hug and we both began to cry

"Oh [y/n], I'm so sorry. I know you probably hate me." He tries to say. For a second I pulled away from his hug.

"I don't hate you. Phil, matter of fact I'm grateful to you for taking me in as one of your own so I could call him a brother." I say. I see tears fall from Philzas face. This was the first time in my life I had ever seen him cry.

"Of course [y/n]. I just wish-" Phil begins to say. I cut him off.

"I wish too but, In his own words it was never meant to be." I say. Phil pulls me back into a tight hug. A few seconds later I hear footsteps and shuffling above us. Phil and I pull away and I see techno and Sapnap start to come down the latter. Sapnap sees me and the Wilburs body. I go to sapnap and he pulls me into a hug. "He's gone." I say weakly.

"I know beautiful. I know. Let's get you home." He says. I tried to walk but I was too weak to move. Sapnap grabs my axe then picks me up and carries me home.