cold love desire|taekook ff

28:problems unsolved

"the light was so bright ahead of me,
could it be the same with future?"
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no one pov
maybe lying couldn't always be on the good side when it was under a midsts of your own suffering.maybe it wasn't just a knot that tied up your periodical lies through words,it just became unreasonable for some odd minutes.

the one who was smiling hide the biggest fear,the one who was hugging the others need the warmest heat,and the one who was confronted others begged for the unrevealed fear.

just a moment ago we met a two beautiful smiles,but after only a devil passed by,the sky seemed to be distant from your feet.it couldn't move,the frozeness and the trembling feelings of moving another upcoming untruths were hidden beneath the crystal looking imbecile.

they wish for the end,
how unfortunate the world gave them a separate ending...

kim taehyung,
and
jeon jungkook,

seeing them side by side only the walls made it difference,just to make sure they won't be planning on killing the time to protect one another.just seeing each other were enough to make up the lies for the other happiness...

do you think it was good to lie?
when pain was already visible to hide?

story time...
there's no feelings that could match with what our protagonist felt right in the moment of numbness.before and after were two exactly different words that held polar opposite situations too.

the last minute he was so out of the moon to hug the younger knowing he could talked all day all night with him underneath by the stars.but the next seconds it wasn't a tear of joy escaping his thoughts-no,it was fear.

yeah,fear.

there sat all of them in the waiting area near jeon jungkook's latest ward.after hoseok and the others made their eyes went wide,the doctor immediately took him somewhere where the other fives could only hope for positivity laid on their sides.

"this is all junghyun's fault"

kim taehyung suddenly exclaimed with fist meeting his chest.the pain everybody went through including his mother figure were all because of antagonistic behaviour that filled so wrong in the world.they were just wanted to be happy,taehyung wanted to be happy too like any other...

everybody just could shared a glance with another before namjoon spoke up "i know how you felt tae,we all angered with that man too,but stay calm for jungkook,he needs you,remember?"he tried,really tried to reassure even himself that everything was going to get better from now on,even if only hoping was the only chance.

suddenly there was a loud sound,an ambulance to be precise,entered the hospital area with now bunch of nurses and doctors gathering,ready on their duty within.

as the vehicle stopped at the emergency front hall,its door opened and revealed a man,almost looking dead and unconscious.the terrifying sight was added with lots of blood covering his now dirty shirt with pants.everything looked downfall for him as the members shoot a sympathetic gaze,they only could do that with nothing in powers.

the stretcher came with the medical staffs side by side helping to roll down the bed with tyres to a certain room,ready to receive a new patient with determination look.

as it passed by them,they saw his face...

"j-junghyun?"

the sight came more hardcore as the unconscious soul rolled in front of them straight to one of the emergency operations room.

why on earth did he be like this?-was the question laid upon their eyes with much slayer feelings.they couldn't think straight to as why the old man with sins accompany everywhere.

before the stretcher could go even further,seokjin decided to ask one of the nurse there. "excuse me but is this man named jeon junghyun?" the question somehow came out more like a sentence of argument other than wanting a truthful statement.

the nurse nodded softy and let out a soft "yes" as an answer and trailed along after getting none movement other than head titling upside.

a moment of silence got shaken by our protagonist.

"is he really?huh how funny" taehyung chuckled with much angered and sinister way.the way he suddenly stood up and punched the wall changed the atmosphere,even some unknown character sight eyeing the young man making an attentional situation.

taehyung hardly turned towards the others,he cried letting the salty liquid drew a line as he spoke yet again "do you think it's funny?do you think if he showed up like this us-jungkook would care?do you think jungkook who was fighting for his life right now will wake up after this and show sympathy to his oh so called father? you know what? i hope that bastard die right now!fuck everything!"

this feeling that built up inside of the youngest there was because he cared.he cared for what jungkook would think.he cared for anything that could make jungkook felt guilty and distracted.he cared for jungkook because he loved him.

"i-i just want all of this to stop and be just like the old times"...

namjoon suddenly stood up and shakily held taehyung and closed their distance,a hug.yes,taehyung needed it when the time came. "i know you care for jungkook,we all did tae,but i think it was better for you to calm down and in fact,we need to pray for only jungkookie to get better okay?don't lose hope"he whispered slowly,more like a melody to taehyung's ears and mind.

"even if he dies then,i think it was god's plan and not his,all of this was his planning for us,we just need to continue living"

-

after what felt like hours of standing in hell,hoseok finally showed up walking towards them with much low confidence.they took a notice and stood upright as the eagerness was there beneath.

"how's jungkook hobie?"

"he was awake now,and we could meet him too,but the emotion aren't great i must say"

before they could utter a word nor a single body reply,a group of three feminists entered the scene with heavy breath as they were running through the huge suffocating wall.

they stopped in front of them,each ofher widening their eyes seeing the three souls sudden appearance.

"w-what are you doi-"
"i want to see jungkook!please!"