how to survive 8th grade

Chapter eleven

*Monday*

I walked with Shawn to his next class and he had said something hillarious. I was dieing of laughter, but my laughter soon faded away as we walked down the hallway and spotted Spencer, who still had bruises on himself. He looks at me and smirks at me. I tried not to look at him too much, because i was still trying to ignore him, after what happened saturday. I was still angry with him, i just couldn't stand him right now.

"What's wrong?" Asked Shawn,"Um, nothing." I said trying to brush it off,"I know you're lieing, please don't lie to me, and please just tell me." Said Shawn. We stopped in the corner so i could talk to him,"We kissed." I said. Shawn's eyes went wide and sad,"oh, see ya later." Said Shawn trying to walk away, but i grabbed his arm,"It didn't mean anything, it was just a stupid kiss." I said and he nodds,"You hate me, don't you?" I said,"No, i'm just dissapointed." Said Shawn,"Sorry." I said,"It's okah, it didn't mean anything right?" Asked Shawn,"absolutley nothing." I said,"Mkay." Said Shawn then i walk him to his fifth hour.

*Gym*

We had yet another free day, which was starting to come more offen now. I'm not complaing. I just noticed this. Alivia, AJ, Alan, Jordynn, and i were all sitting with each other talking about awesome actors,"I dissagree johnny dep." I said,"uh uh, tom hanks!" Said AJ and Alan in unison,  which was kinf of freaky,"Here, i'll check on my phone." Said Jordynn taking out her phone still gigling from our argument,"whatever, it's gonna be johnny depp." I said laughing,"Whatever girlfriend." Said AJ in a girly tone of voice, which made us all laugh,"Here and it's....Tom Hanks." Said Jordynn,"ooowww!" Shouted both AJ and Alan,"Hey bae." Said Ariana walking up from behind Alan and hugging him. She was wearing some black shorts, a white tang top, some white nikes, that were a little dirty, had her hair up in a pony tail, and was holding some blue pom poms in both of her hands,"Hey." Said Alan hugging her back,"Whatcha doin here?" Asked Alan,"Oh, i had practice, so i came to see how you were doing." Said Ariana then giggles,"Awe, how sweet." Said Alan then gives her another big hug. They looked kind of cute together. I look over at the corner and saw Spencer who was walking up to where we were all sitting. I felt chills go up my spine. I sat closer to Jordynn.

"Hey guys." Said Spencer, then does a bro hug with Alan and AJ,"What's up dude?" Asked AJ,"and what's up with your face?" Asked Alan laughing with his arm around Ariana,"Yeah man what happened your face? It's all bruised up." Said Garrett B. Walking up to us, holding Adrienne's hand swaying their hands back and forth. Spencer looks at me and smirks,"Nothing, i uh, just gor hurt when some of my cousins and i were wrestling." Said Spencer laughing and everyone else laughs with him. He looks at me then winks. I was discusted. I sighed and went to the water foutain.

After taking a long cold drink out of the water foutain, i turn around and meet eye to bruised eye with Spencer, who was smirking,"What do you want?" I asked annoyed," I wanna be with you, so stop asking me what i want, because i'm gonna say the same exact thing." Said Spencer with no emotion. Spencer steps closer towards me and i step back. After a few more steps back, i hit the wall. Spencer puts his hand huvering above and over me, pressing against the wall behind me. He leans in for a kiss, but i slap him,"Stop trying to confuse me even more!" I shouted then went back to the gym. I sat next to Jordynn and silently sat until the end of the hour. Spencer came back to the gym and didn't look to happy. then again, i did slap him in the face, and denied him a kiss. we walked towards Kasidy and started to talk to her. i didn't want to care, but i did. i'm mad at him, not over him. i just ignored him and his constant staring. we talked about our favorite movies.

*After Gym*

i walked out of the locker room an walked with Nikki and Adrienne to the parking lot. when we hear yelling in the hallway,"We're just friends!" shouted Shawn,"I don't want you to be "just friends", i want you to leave her the hell alone, so she can actually think for herself!!!" shouted Spencer,"We're just friends, and we're gonna be friends no matter what." i said getting into Spencer's face, causing him to go backwards,"if you guys are gonna be friends, then we're done!" shouted Spencer,"We were already done, just leave!" i shouted. spencer scowls at me then angrily walks away. i stared at him as he runs. i look from outside to Shawn, Nikki, Aj, and Adrienne who were staring at me with an open mouth. i sigh,"AJ can you go check on him?" i asked,"Yeah." said AJ sighing and runing after Spencer. i look at Adrienne, Nikki, and Shawn, and we all go outside.

after a few silent minutes of waiting. my brother pulls up honking his amazing horn. that horn sound was my Que to come inside the car,"See ya guys later." i said in a soft kind voice,"See ya Maddie." they all said,"See ya." i said walking away, but then i am stopped by Shawn tugging at my arm,"Hey, so, sorry about what happened between Spencer and i." said Shawn,"It's okay." i said smiling at him,"I am sorry though, can we hang out later?" asked Shawn,"sure." i said softly smiling,"Okay?" asked Shawn smirking. he knew that i liked the fault in our stars,"Okay." i said giggling. i leaned up on my toes and hugged him goodbye. he was soo soft and sweet. i wish my head wasn't so messed up worrying about Spencer, so i could be able to feel my feeling for Shawn, but the thing is...even with the way Spencer inter fears with my feelings... I'm still crazy for Shawn, and no amount of sabotage can change that. i release myself from Shawn's arms and walked to the passenger seat and settled down in the leathery seat. then we were on our way home.

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hey guys! sorry for the short chapter, i need some creativity to sink in already! don't forget to vote and comment! 

-sincereley Ol!v!a Barron 14