chapter 1

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TW: ED (Eating Disorder, Panic attack, Cutting, Bruises/Scars, Cussing) Tell me if I missed any please!
"Jonathan!" yelled Ms. Ann.

"Coming!" said the happy boy going to meet his new family.

It was a regular day in the orphanage, everything felt fine until this happened.
Tommys POV:
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"Tomathy!" Said Ms. Ann while she was entering the room.

"A new family is here to adopt you!"

Tommy groaned as he got out of bed, assuming this family would be like the others.

"Alright, I'll get ready."

He brought out a nice blue shirt with long sleeves and a pair of nice black jeans. He wasn't expecting much knowing the trauma he had from the other people who 'adopted him' .
He went to the bathroom to brush his teeth and went to meet them. He saw a man with blonde hair with a green and white hat, next to him was a boy with pink hair and a gown and next to the pink haired boy there was a brunette with a beanie.

"Hello, my name is Phil, these are my sons, Wilbur is the one with the beanie and Techno is the one with pink hair." he grinned while telling me.

"Hello!" said Wilbur looking all happy.

For some reason the pink haired guy made me feel safe and protected, but i couldn't help but answer to Phil.

"I uh, hello sir. I'm Tomathy but i prefer to be called Tommy, I'm 14 and I can play the piano." I said.

"Great Tommy, I would like to invite you into our family if you'd like that. Don't feel pressured, as the decision is yours." said Phil.

"I um, I would love too!" I answered.

"Great! Why don't you go pick up your stuff while i sign these papers, boys go help him please." he said.

I walked silently while the other two followed behind, when we arrived I heard Techno gasp.

"This is your room? It's the size of a literal storage room!" He said shocked.

"Uhh, yeah, this is my room. I have been here for a good while so i got used to it. I don't have a lot to pack so you can start going back already."

"Alright." said Wilbur.

I packed 1 shirt and another pair of pants as that was all I could fit inside. I slowly went back, nervous, of course because of what was going to happen next, are they gonna be like the other families or are they gonna be different and actually keep me in their residence, I doubt they will though. Let's find out.

"Follow me boys." he said.

We got inside his car and started driving, all of the sudden he asked:

"Are you guys hungry?"

Knowing I have an eating disorder but haven't told them I didn't say anything.

"Mhm!" said Wilbur and Techno.

I knew this wasnt gonna go well.

"What about you Tommy?" asks Phil.

"Uhh, yeah im not very hungry."

"Alright then, if you say so." he said.

Technos POV
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'I know he's lying, why would he lie about being hungry though? I guess it's nothing.'

Phil parked to the local Wendys and ordered us food.

"Here you go!" he said.

"Thank you!" I answered.

I was still feeling sketchy about Tommy not wanting to eat, was he just not hungry or does he have a Disorder. I just let it slide for now.
A few minutes passed and we arrived home. Phil asked me if I could show Tommy around the house, I said sure. I showed him the kitchen, the living room, Phil's room, the bathroom, my room, Wilbur's room and last but not least his room. I left him so he could unpack.

Tommys POV
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I unpacked my clothes and put them into the wardrobe. I then looked around my room and found a book, Idecided to keep it as my diary. I then heard Phil say:

"Dinners ready!"

I really didn't want to eat because I would need to throw up, but I wanted to make a good impression. I went downstairs and saw all of them gathered up at the table waiting for me. I sat down next to Techno, watching them eat. I thought that would distract the others into thinking i am eating but, it did not work.

"Is something wrong with the food?" asks Phil.

The others started at me and i felt stressed.

"No, nothing at all.." I said

I started taking little bites from the plate but then I felt the urge to throw up. I kindly asked:

"May I be excused for a moment?"

"Go ahead." Phil said.

I ran up to the bathroom. I opened the door and locked it, then I proceeded to put two fingers in my throat forcing myself to throw up. I then felt sleepy and flushed the toilet. I unlocked the door, went downstairs and said:

"I am full, sorry I couldn't eat all of it."

"Are you sure you are full?" asks Phil kind of worried.

"Yeah, I'm sure." I said.

Technos POV
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'I know hes lying, damn it, I'll check on him after i eat.'

The voices in Technos head said:
Help him. Hes not okay. Kill. Blood. Help.

He just ignored them but still having the gut feeling that something is wrong with him.

Tommys POV
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I go upstairs and into my room, checking my backpack, then I see i brought my razor blade with me. It still had fresh blood from yesterday, I didn't mind it so I started cutting my wrist. After sometime i stopped and got some bandages from my backpack. I put them around my wrists and then I heard somebody knock. It was Techno. I quickly hid the bandages.

"Hey, can I come in?" he said.

"Uh, sure." I said.

He opened the door and came closer to me. I flinched as he got closer and closer, but he saw me flinch and said:

"Hey I'm not gonna hurt you, I just want to know something." said the pink haired guy.

I lowered my arms and said:

"Oh, what do you wanna know?"

"Why didn't you eat? Is there something wrong?"he said.

"I uh I, It's nothing! I'm just not hungry." I said.

"If you say so."

I felt as almost he had found out I have an eating disorder. I don't trust them yet, I can't tell them, right? Whatever, I'll think about it in the morning.

A/N: This story has a lot of angst, i love me some angst. No ships were created in this book! Only brotherly/family love :)

Word count: 1107

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