*billie eilish imagines*

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⚠️this is based on the Story how how i got told, that i lost my friend to suicide⚠️

So billie is the friend i lost
My mom is y/n's mom
And me is y/n

It's 9 am im sitting on the table with my mom, we are talking about like everything. We are in a good mood

Until we come to the topic friends
"because we Talk about billie now, you cant meet her anymore" my mom says
"huh? Why" I am scared

My mum always wants to Tell me that my friends arent good for me, but my friends are the people who are keeping me alive

"she died"
"what? But she was healthy. From what did she died"
"suicide"

My Vision goes blurry, tears Start to stream down my face
"do-, do you... How?" I asked
"she hanged herself"

She says this so, cold, like she does not care

Billie cant do this, She always told me suicide is no solution for my problems, and now she did it

You know i imagine life as big card house
Friends and Family or maybe also pets are in the base, To stabilize all of this

Then like not so close friends and big things you achieved or your Job career are in the First floor

Then like nice moments in life are the second floor and like your own house or similar are the third floor

3 people from her family have left her suddenly, -3 cards in the basement

Her career was not so good the last few months, -1 card in the First floor

And then everything fell on her head, and she couldnt hold anymore, she also never talked to me, I could've helped her

Billie has always been a person who acted quickly, and this time that was the only solution that was possible for her

If she would have waited, just a little longer maybe it would not have ended like this