Hard to love

Sucka

A week later (2 days before aliyahs birthday)

August pov

I was laying down when I heard screaming and crying
I hope out of bed quick ran into aliyah room to see her sweating and squirming in her sleep i got a cool wet wash cloth and wiper her face with it
She soon calmed down and I heard light breathing
I tried to ease out the bed but she grabbed my torso tight not letting me so i got comfortable and went to sleep with her on my chest

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Morning

aliyah pov

I woke up laying on august bare chest
I just layed them embracing his presence

Tbh in the past week i have caught feelings for august we kissed again and we talked about it and August this its best we keep our relationship like it is for now and i agree but sometimes we slip up and we are flirting,kissing, or too close like we are now but i like it and cant control my feelings i just think august is stuck on my age and mabe he feels like jamal wont aprove

First off we are only 3 matter of a fact 2yrs and 4 months apart so i dont see the problem and jamal i think as long as im happy he will be too

I felt a hand rub through my hair

"You up ma?" He asked in his heavy accent

I held him tighter and pretended to me sleep
"Nooo" i groaned

"Come on li i gattah go to the studio" he whinned
August has started going to a studio and recording music but i never get to hear it cuz he said hea not ready im just glad he's not spending his day at the trap like him and jamal use to do

I released him and he got up

"Can i come with you?" I pouted

"Yea hurry up and get baybeh"

"Baby?" I smirked

"Hurry up ma" he smirked back and i walk to the bathroom to take a shower

Im surprised he said yea cuz I didn't question him cuz he might change it mine
I got out and put on my red croptop with white letters my adidas pants and my red carmines then i grabbed my bag and walked out at the same time as August

"You ready?" He asked

"Mhm" we walked out to the car and pulled out the drive way

It was silent so i turned the ready on and started to sing alone with nikki

" ass fat *point at butt* yea i know you just got cash thro some mo throw some mo throw some mo the mo you spend it *acts like she making it rain* the fasta it go bad bitch *point to self* on the flo its raining hunits throw some mo throw some mo throw some mo" i danced in my seat for the rest of the song and august shook his head at laughing

"Why you hating auggie" i playfully pushed his leg
He just shook his head as I continued to dance and sing alone
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After about 20min we where at a building

"I get to hear you sing?" I said excited
He can and opened my door grabbing my hand

"Yea ma come che"

He didnt let go of my hand so i just held on and followed him in the building

We walked in and august dapped some dude up

"Wassup kirko" he said

"Waddup aug who this pretty lady is" he smiled at me

"This aliyah"

"Hi" i spoke

After allat i sat down as the record a song together

August voice was really amazing but the song made me feel some time of way

Kirko voice was good to the sounded great together

But the august part just kept playing over and over in my head like is this for me

"love is for suckas thats why i dont trust them cuz when you try to cuffem you in up in trouble"

I just ignored it and focus back on august and kirko singing