Hard to love

3 months later

Aliyah pov

Im On my way to another interview ive done like 20 these past months and they ask the same stuff "hows life" "do you like your career" "whos the special guy" "when is your album coming" ughh same ol same ol

I was sitting down and the lady was asking me those same question and I was answering them bored out my mind untill

"So ik you dated chris brown and you was his backup dancer" she said

"Umm yes"

"Some fans seem to think you used him to gt to your fan and then u just dumped him" after she said that i kinda got mad but i was trying to remain calm

"Well thats not true at all...chris didnt help me at all with my song, he didnt help me gt to where i am Tyga actually did but i wrote and made the beat and sung the song, the song isnt even about chris" i said the calmest I could

"Well then who is the song about?" She smirked

"Its ummm" i stuttered

"You have any relations with tyga" she started again

"Only a friend one and the song isnt about him either i wrote the song for someone i loved well i still love but i dont know if they fell the same cuz then we would be together ya know but he was there for me through my bad times then i left him think i was helping both of us but i really hurt myself but i guess I helped him cuz hes living life right now i asked him not to forget me but i guess im just that forgettable person cuz i havent seen or heard from him" i spoke forgetting where i was pouring out all my feelings i felt as warm tears fell down my cheek i quickly wiped them and let out a chuckle and smiled

"Well this guy sounds special and looks like you really have feelings for him well hes missing out on someone as beautiful as you" she complimented

"Thank you" i smiler showing my dimple

Then it was time for me to preform i was going to sing a new song one that was going to be on my album just to give then a sneak peek (song in mm)

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I was at home watching my interview on tv i look thick asfff ooo! Lol

But i didn't realized i got so emotional
Welp august always had my emotions jumping but it weird cuz i really could stand him he was always talking junk to me

I felt a cool breeze come from behide me only 3 people had a key to mu house
I assumed it was amari cuz i told her to come by but it wasnt her

"Hey jamal" i hugged him

JAMAL POV

"Hey li wassup"

"Nothing watching tv"

"Ik you aint watching yo self on tv conceited ass" we laughed

"What chu want?" He mean mugged me

"Damn i cant come chill with my lil sister" i said

"Mhmm you jamal you not slick" she squinted her eyes at me i sighed and opened my mouth but someone elses voice came through

"I GOT THE OREOS BITCHHH" they yelled and laughed

"Im in here" aliyah yelled back and I heard they foot steps gt closer

The girl walked in and looked at me
We both exchanged mugges and she rolled her eyes

"I'll hollah at chu lata li" i kissed her forehead and head out the door

How the hell they know each other
I shook my head and went home

ALIYAH POV

Amari sat down beside me like i didnt just see what happen now she eating mu oreos she got me and changing my tv

"Lil girl" i snatch the oreos and remote

"Whatttt" she whined when i turned the tv off

"What up with you and my brother" i said

"Wym i dont even know him" she lied and i know she was lieing cuz she blinked between every word

"Yall mean mugging then he left when he had something to tell me and i know yo ass lying so you should just tell me"

"Look im tired ill talk to you later" she got up and left before I could say anything

The hell is up

Then i got a text

A.A- hey aliyah

August texted me out the blue like what you want havent heard from you in 30 years

-hi.

-i miss you li😥

-oh

-come on li i wanna see you

-what about ole girl

-who taylor she gone

-mmhmm why all of a sudden u wanna hml

-cuz i missed you

-alright you know where i stay

I laid back on the couch watching tv