Hard to love

Spark a new flame

AUGUST POV

I woke up and aliyah wasn't in the bed she probably cleaning or sum so i just got up and took a shower
After that i went in the closet to find sum to put on and i seen all aliyahs stuff was gone

I ran down stairs calling her name but i didnt get answer i went back upstairs to get my phone to call her when i got to my phone a note was there

*** dear august
Im sorry but i had to leave before you left me i saw the plane ticket and i dont want to hold you back so go ahead and pursue your dreams i been thinking about this all day and i made my decision when you got in the bed and you smelled like the women you've been with while i thought you was working
I think this is best for both of us im far away by now so dont try to find me no one knows where im going so dont ask just remember not to forget me
I love you August Anthony Alsina ***

This the first time since mel when i cried so hard i fucked yo now she gone and idk where she is i tried to call her but it keeps going to voice mail i just need a chance to explain myself

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NEW YORK

Aliyah POV

So I finally made it here
I have money from my mom that she put away for us back in the day
I used it to get an apartment and imma ganna try for that dance thing on the 2nd

I havent cried since i got on the plane i think im all cried out

I laid on my new bed and opened on of my mothers letters
Each one said the same thing IM SORRY I LOVE YOU DIDNT MEAN FOR THIS TO HAPPEN PLEASE FORGIVE ME
not one asked if i was okay how am i do i have everything i need have i heard from jamal all shes worried about is clearing her guilt

I sighed as i seen all the miss calls i had from August
I know you shouldn't run from your problems but i cant get hurt anymore

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2 weeks later

AUGUST POV

Me chandra and the girls stay in atl the girls always ask about aliyah but i dont have a answer to where she is so i tell them the truth idk where she is

Some days are better than others im bout to have a single release then shortly after my album will be out

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ALIYAH POV

"Amari im really scared" i said over the phone

"Girl you got this just dont be late alright call me after because i gattah gt back to class okay love you"

"Okay love you too"

Amari is in college and doing good with her life
Today is the day i tryout to be chris brown back up dancer my hands are shaking so bad i gattah pull it together

They taught us the routine and i have it i just hope i dont for get it

"Number 33" i heard making my heart drop
I walked out slowly seeing chris brown on his phone a woman with a mean mugging me and a man smiling at me and by the door two big body guards i stood in front of chris the man and women

*clears my throat*

"Oh ummm your name please?" The women asked

"Umm aliyah- aliyah jones" i spoke

"And why are you here" she asked making me think

"Well i really dont know i never take risk like this but i thought it was time for a change for me to leave my fear behind and start over" when i said this chris looked at me away from his phone for the first time

"Alright then lets see IF you can dance" the women said with and attitude

Idk whats her problem but i she is actually encouraging me to show my ass off so she can stop thinking idk what im doing

New flame started playing

I smile and rocked my hips to the beat
I closed my eyes as i began to dance and feel free all my bad emotions left and good memories swam in

From when me and jamal use to spend everyday together, times with my dad, times with august, times with kaykay mya and cha and the rest of August family, and times where nothing bug love filled my heart

At the end of the song i opened my eyes and wiped the tears falling from my eyes

I turned to face them and the where speechless

"Soo how did i do" i said out of breath

"That was amazing beautiful" chris spoke i smiled

"Thank you"

I turned to the women "you have talent darling im quite surprised" she smiled i didnt know if i should be offended or not i just smile back and looked at the man

"Chris dont chose u he a fool" the man said i chuckled a little

"He's right i want chu so tell everyone else they can go" i almost died

"Are you serious" i asked

"Very much so beautiful"
I ran to him hugging him tight as i cried

"Thank you so muchhhhh"

"No problem babygirl..come walk with me"
I did as i was told and walked with him
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So im moving again im leaving with chris tomorrow to Atl
Chris is really a chill person and funny im going to enjoy working with him

I called amari and told her and she just kept screaming in my ear when she finally calmed down she said on her next break she ganna visit me so she can me mr breezy what she say lol

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Morning

I got up took at quick shower and got dressed my bags where already packed so i just needed to wake for chris
I waked my 5 mins when my phone rung

"Hello"

"Aliyah this chris we outside"

"Alright im coming down"

I got all my things and left i walked downstairs to a limo waiting for me i got in a chris sat the starring at me smiling
I smiled back

"So you ready for this" he asked

"Yup i have to be right?" I slightly grined

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Chris pov

I didnt just chose her cuz she can dance but i felt a connection with
And when I look in hef eyes i see hurt i think im suppose to fix it

We finally landed in atl after a long ride and a long flight

"So aliyah imma ganna take you to your new house which isnt that far from mine and then your ganna get dressed so i can show you around" i told her

"Do you do this to all your backup dancers?"

"Nah...bug your special" i seen her blush as i helped her out the car to her new house

"Omg chris thanks it's beautiful"

"No problem beautiful" i kissed her cheek and we walked in so i can show her around

"So be ready by 9 alright she nodded and i left out

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Aliyah POV

Chris is so sweet it was 8:30 and i was all ready i just had on some jeans and a croptop that said try me
And i straighten my hair

I sat on the couch watching BET when this song is playing playing the voice sounded so familiar but i could think of who it was

" That was i luv this shit by new artist August Alsina "

After i heard that my heart stop
August made it im proud of him i wonder how hes doing a knock interrupted my thoughts i opened the door to chris smiling

"Come one you ready?" i nodded and left out