Hard to love

Last time

Chase pov

"You got everything?" I asked closing the trunk

"Yupp" aliyah said

Its been 2 days and me and aliyah are heading off to cali she doesn't want anyone to know cuz they will try to stop her but they cant reach her anyways cuz she threw her phone out the window

I really am feeling aliyah and i can tell shes feeling me to but i dont think she should be running away from her family but lets just see how this plays out

AUGUST POV

I cant eat, sleep, or think right
Carmen been blowing up my phone but i ignore it

I just want aliyah back i call her but no answer i called everyone that has her number and no one has hear from her

I messed up bad and i need her i need to see her wake up in the morning

*fone rings* it was carmen again WTF man

"Hella"

"Thank you finally you answer"

"What the hell you want carmen" i said annoyed

"im umm pregnant" she spoke and i dropped my phone

Jamal pov

I tried to call aliyah many times but no answer i was starting to worry i kept pacing back and forth calling and calling but no answer

"Bae calm down" amari said

"I cant what if somethings wrong with her?"

"She just probably needs some time ik aliyah and she-" he face frowned strongly and she held her stomach
She stood up and i seen water trickle down her leg from her short

"SHIT HOLD ON BABY!" I helped her to the car and ran back in to get her bags and mine then i drove as fast as i could to the hospital

"JAMAL SLOW THE FUCK DOWNNN" she yelled

"im trynna make sure you dont have this baby in my car" i say still speeding
She just kept breathing heavily and rubbing her stomach

Damn aliyah not even gone be here!

Amari pov

I been in this bed for 6 hrs in pain and jamal keep trynna comfort but really he gting on my damn nerves

"Unless yo ass got magical powers to take this pain away SHUT THE FUCK UP" i told him and he started to laugh oooooo imma beat his ass

"Alright amari its time to push" the doctor said

I pushed and pushed and pushed until i heard light crys that made me cry and i smiled at jamal and he was crying awwwww my big baby

"Here you are mommy"the nurse handed her to me

"welcome to the world JOSHLYNN ATHENA JOANS" i kissed her forehead
I passes her to jamal and smile as he rocked her in his arms

"Im ya pops and imma love you forever and ever baby girl" he said to her

Aliyah pov

We made it to our new home and i was relieved i took a break from my fame life and im working on school and i know that they are worried about me im not going to ignore my brother and amari im going to get me a new phone tomorrow and call to check up on them i just couldnt have them tell me "dont run from your problems" or "dont leave cu of august" becuz im not doing those things i never really make my own decisions i always listen to the ppl around me in order to make my final decision

"You okay baby" chase came to the back patio where i was smoking and massaged my shoulders

I sighed "yea i really am this time" i look at him and smiled then he pecked my lips

With chase i felt that piece that i was missing with august at first no one could compare to auggiepoo but now i dont feel anything with i hear his voice i dont feel that spark when we touch i dont see stars when i look in his eyes i just feel used and worn out, tired

So this is my new start its HARD TO LOVE but its HARD TO LIVE too and i gattah grow up and live cuz i havent

THE ENDDD😥😋

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