Hard to love

I love you

Aug pov

I got home late it was like 2am i snuck up the stairs and check to see if aliyah was sleep and she was so i went to take a quick shower
After that i got in the bed with only my boxers on
I wrapped my arms around aliyah pulling her closer to me then i planted soft kisses on her exposed shoulder

"August move" she groan
But i kept kissing her

"Boy i said move gawd im trynna sleep should have been here when i got here" she whinned

"Come on li let me relieve your stress" i began to suck on her neck

"Damn Anthony!" She got up hit me with the pillow and left "keep on and ill stay at my house" she yelled before i heard the guess room door slam and lock

Damn she mean as hell!

MORNING

jamal pov

I couldn't sleep liyah had my head spinning. amari was gone kill my baby?
I gattah talk to her cuz if the baby mine i wanna be there and amari a cool girl i was actually catching feeling for her but scared to act on them then whn this shit happen i was scared

I got dressed and drove to her house

I knocked on the door and she finally opened the door her eyes where red and low and her hair wAs everywhere
She had on a long t-shirt and mix-match socks

"Hi" she said low

"You alright ma" i asked concerned

"Yea im fine...im not ganna bother you anymore im ganna handle it myself" she said noy changing her tone

"Amari im here for ya aight...you and MY baby" i lifted her head and looked in her sad eyes
"I love you mari" i kissed her lips softly and she kissed back

"I love you too jamal" tears fell from her eyes i whipped them and picked her up
I took her to her bed and laid her down

For a minute i just stared at her and her baby bump
She smiled at me and i smiled back and kissed her then her belly

"Hey lil man" i said talking to her stomach and amari giggled

"How you know its a boy" she said as she rubbed her hands through my curls

"Just got a feeling baby"

"Mmm...i want a boy too" she smiled with her lips closed and laid her head back

ALIYAH POV

Me and august was layinh together on the bed watching tv in silence i sat between his legs and he was behide me i was so confortable but the silence waa killing me

"Aug" i spoke

"Was popin" he said

I giggled before i spoke "you use to like me whn you was little didnt you"

"Why you say that?"

"Dont play dumb all those slick things you did whn jamal wasn't around and remember when we kissed it was my first kiss" i cood remembering

"Yea you was in love with me after that" i knew he was smirking but i could see him

"Noo actually I hated you more" i laighed

FLASHBACK

"Damn li how you gt so good at call of duty" jamal whinned when i killed him

"I learned from the best big bro" i punched him in the arm

"Yo lil ass cant beat me" august had to say something

"Whatever boy i hear you talking but you ain't showing nun" i smirked then rolled my eyes

"Aight gimme the controller mal" he held his hand out for jamal to reach it to him
Jamal handed to him and I restarted the game

"Imma be back yall im finna head to da store..whoop his ass li" jamal winked at me before heading out
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"Stop cheating august!" He kept hitting me with stuff and trynna take my controller

"Watchu talm bout ma" he laughed i rolled my eyes
And he threw a pillow at me

I paused the game as he laughed i grabbed the pillow and started hitting him nonstop

"Chill ma damn" he was still laughing so i kept hitting him

"Ahh" i gasped as i felt hands grip my waist and pulled me down i fell right on him the only thing between us was the pillow
We where both silent i guess in shock we just starred at eachother

After starring for seconds august lips touched mines and the weirdest things is i didnt pull away and i didnt want to
After realizing i pulled off and august was smiling but i was confused fr
I got up and sat back in my seat

"Aliyah i-"

"Liyah you beat his ass?" Jamal asked busting threw the door cutting august off

"Umm no he was cheating...imma go to my room jamal" i told him as i grabbed my blanket

"Aight li" he said

"Bye ma" august said
I couldnt help but smile so i waved at the both and walked out

"My first kiss with august alsina UGHHH why him though ewww and i liked no i was caught in the moment" i told myself as i layed on the bed still feeling the sensation we made as our lips touched

FLASHBACK OVER

i smiled at august "that kiss brought us a long way"

"Yupp" he pulled my head back and kissed me