Hard to love

So much

Aliyah pov

I hopped out the shower followed by august
I took the towel and wrapped it around me about to leave out

"How u just gone take my towel" he said

"Your name not on it" I laughed at him shaking from being cold

"Come on ma you gattah share" he tugged the towels

"Nahh aug chill its cold" i gripped it tight but his ass stronger than me and pulled it off of me

"Auggguuusttt" i whinned

"Com'mer we finna share" he smirked opening the towel
I walk to him at he wrapped the towel around both our bare bodies
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We both did our hygiene thing and got dressed in something simple
And drove to the rehab center where my brother relocated her at up here

"Here baybeh imma park the car then come in okay" august said dropping me off at the front i nodded and got out

I walked through the double doors and bumped in to someone damn i almost fell

"Shit" i said as I caught my balance

"My bad ma" the person spoke

"Nah you good " i was bout to walk off whn

"Aliyah?" They said again

"Yea how you know my name"

"Its me chase baby" he smiled

Shit i need to go gt away from his crazy women beating ass calling me baby and shit

"Oh hi i gattah go" i said fast

"Wait li listen im not in the place i was back then that's why you see me here im leaving to day! Then drug was making me how i was but im clean and in my right mind" he just kept smiling

"That great new chase" i smiled back

"It is can i um gt your number id love to catch up" he said

Wtf i dont wanna be mean but idk if I should give him my number damn aliyah you should have just stayed in the car while august parked...where his ass at anyways damn!

"Mmm here you go" i had no choice he hugged me and smiled then walked out

Thats when august wanna walk in i rolled my eyes and i think he saw cuz he frowned at me

"Hey bae im sorry some girl wanted my autograph and she kept talking and screaming" he said i just scoffed and walked to the front desk

"Im looking for vernice joans" i told the women

"Yes..umm room b76 upstairs, let me gt you a visitors pass"
She gave me
And august our stickers and we walked in the room
We got to the door and jamal walked out in full tears this scared me cuz i never saw him cry
"Jamal what's wrong" he looked at me then pulled me into his chest

"J-jamal talk to me" i was about to cry myself

"Li she gone she shes.." he could finish and i didnt want him to i got out his grip and walked in the room to see her laying there lifeless

"Ma" i said as i eased closer but there was no response

"Mommy can you hear me!" I asked her but got nothing

"Mommy im sorry i forgive you just wake up i cant lose you ma please please please wake up i want you to hold me like when i was little i wanna smell you perfume i want you to play in my hair and kiss my cheeks mama please i-i-i love you" i cried hard losing breath
I started to get light headed and my vision got blurry i seen my mom sit up
And smile at me

"Aliyah!" I heard people calling my name but i was focused on my mom i watch her mouth the words i love you too bunny and i always will after that i blacked out

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I woke up to jamal and august starring in my face

"Can yall give me 50ft" my voice was weak

"Baybeh you woke" august kissed my forehead

"Li don't scare me like that again okay?" Jamal said

"Okay im good...i umm just wanna leave and go home" i told them and the nodded and jamal pressed the button for the doctor to come

We sat in silence untill she showed up

"Okay miss joan you had and anxiety attack you have been under a lot of stress and it caused it" she said i nodded understanding cuz I really have been

"Im going to prescribe you some meds okay too help you but you may leave and you paper will be up front "she said

"Okay thank you so much" i gave a fake smile

"Come one so we can gt cha med-" august started

"Im not taking no damn medicine like im crazy or sum shit you and that dumb as doctor got me bent all the fuck up" i grabbed my shoes and stuff and walked out follower by them 2

I gave my brother a big long hug and he kisses my forehead

"Be good I'll check up on ya lata and don't worry bout nun i got it aight!" He said

"Yeah okay you be good too love you" i told him he said i love you too and we went to our separate cars
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"You hungry li" aug asked

"Yes"

"Want me to cook ya something when we gt home?"

"Whose house we going to?"

"Mine"

"Yea i chu cook"

"Aight"

We drove for a while and finally made it i was relieved we gt to come home and relax
August rushed out and came to open my door

"I could have done it" i smiled at him

"I know but i wanted too" he smiled back then when i got out he closed the door and gave me this big sexy sloppy kiss i giggled and he picked me up causing me to wrap my legs around his waist and my arms around his neck while he held my butt and walked us in the house

"You know i love you right" he pecked my lips

"Yupp and i love you even more" i pecked his lips and we smiled At eachother

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Her mom died😢 poor girl

Chase back😶 how yall feel?

Aliyah has anxiety but she doesnt want to take medicine so do you think she can control it?

More drama to come august and aliyahs life isn't that easy

Don't forget they both are famous but ones a little more famous than the other☺️