Ch14 More useless

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"Baby, are you sure you don't want to come with me?"

Jimin asked for the 5th time now.

After breakfast, I walked him to his car, but I just stayed silent. I didn't feel like talking to anyone, even to him, so I just shook my head in response.

"Okay, then stay here, but are you sure you're fine, baby? I can skip work for you if you want."

"No, just go."

I simply said, I don't want to say I'm fine because I'm not. How can I be fine knowing my husband just slept with another woman? What if what happened between them last night does not produce positive results, implying that they will do it again, so how can I be okay?


"I'll be back early tonight,"

He is leaning slowly to aim for my lips to kiss, but I moved my face to the side, not wanting his lips to touch mine. When he notices it, he lowers his head and stares at our hands that are intertwined. I heard him let out a heavy sigh when I let go of his hand and turned my back on him. I head back inside the mansion without saying anything to him, not even goodbye.


My mind is such a mess. I locked myself in our room for hours. Tears wouldn't stop running down my cheeks. I felt like my heart was breaking into a million pieces. I kept thinking about what Jimin felt when he touched her.


Did he enjoy it?
Did he call her a baby too?
Did he kiss every part of her body? Did he tell her all the words that were spilling out of his mouth when we were making love?

I feel more useless now.


"Mrs. Park, please wake up, its time for dinner ma'am."

One of the maids knocks on the door, which makes me wake up from my sleep. I turned to my side, facing the window, to see that it was already dark.

"Yes, I'm coming down. Thank you."

I said, getting up from bed. When I look at my phone, it's already 8 p.m.


"Is Jimin already waiting in the dining room?" I wondered.






I fix myself before going down, and when I reach the dining room, the food is already prepared, but there's no one there. So I turn to ask the maid.


"Where's Mum and Jimin?"


"Madam Park called and said that there was no need to prepare dinner for her and Mr. Jimin."

What she said, made my heart beat fast.


"Did she say why?"

I asked, but I was already feeling scared about what she would say next.

"She said she and Mr. Jimin would have dinner with someone at the restaurant to discuss some important matters."

I just nod my head and take my seat, not because I want to eat, but because my knees are getting weaker and my body is shaking and I feel like I want to burst and scream and throw everything my eyes can see and anything my hand can grab.


"Mrs. Park,"

Another maid came into the dining room, handing out my phone to me.

"I was fixing your room just now when I heard your phone ring."

She continued, then I took my phone from her.


"Thank you,"

I thank her and looked at my screen to see that it was Jimin who was calling. I swipe the screen to answer and put the phone beside my ear when I hear Jimin's voice,


"Baby, did you have your dinner?"

I stayed silent for a few seconds before I spoke, but it was not to answer his question.


"Jimin, where are you?"

But to ask him a question,

"Baby, I'm with mum having dinner."

He said, trying to stay calm. But again, I stay silent, wanting him to continue. I heard him let out a deep and heavy sigh, and that made my whole body shiver. I tighten my grip on the glass of water that sits in front of me. My hand is shaking, which makes some of the water spill out of the glass. I bet Jimin gets the meaning of my silence before he speaks again.


"B-baby, Mum asked me to sleep with her again to make sure she would be impregnated as soon as possible."

With that, I lost it.


I lost my mind and the glass that I was holding before was already smashed onto the wall and scattered on the floor into a thousand pieces. I grip my phone tightly, taking it away from my ears before I stand up from my seat and head to the garden.


They're going to do it again. Did Jimin even think about how much it hurts me? Did he even think that I'm not fine with this? Why can't he say "no" to his mum? Why does he do everything his mother tells him to do just because he can? Did he expect me to be fine when he was sleeping with another woman?


If I sleep with another man, will he be fine with it?

 If I sleep with another man, will he be fine with it?

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