Surrogates || PJM ff Complete BTS JIMIN

Ch5 Im not going to lose hope

Y/N

"Thank you Y/N for taking care of Kaiya. I hope she didn't mess up the mansion."

Chriz Unnie said as she carried the sleeping Kaiya in her arms.

"It's nothing unnie, she is well behaved today. She didn't play much with the toys, she was just so talkative the whole time. She asked about everything she saw. "

I explained to Unnie, and she just smiled and shook her head while looking at her sleeping daughter. I also want to experience that feeling: the feeling of carrying my own child in my arms while sleeping and the feeling of admiring my child sleeping peacefully.

I want that too, but when will I have one?

"Y/N,"

Chriz unnie interrupted my thoughts when she called my name.

"Don't lose hope Y/N. Maybe now is not the right time for you and Jimin to have one, but believe me Y/N, soon that right time will come and you will be more than happy than you thought."

She comforted me and I tried to smile, but instead, tears suddenly fell from my eyes.

"Thank you, Unnie, and no, I'm not going to lose hope. Jimin makes me believe that we can have our own one day. He himself is not losing hope either, unnie. "

I smiled weakly, trying to show that I'm strong and willing to wait for the right time to come.

"Why don't you try to consult another doctor? I can recommend you one if you want. "

"Jimin also suggested that you, but I don't want Mum to misunderstand it. She chose Dr. Lee, and I trust Mum because I know she wants the best for us. I don't want to make Mom sad or angry. Jimin loves his Mum so much that I don't want to be the reason if she ever feels unhappy, because I know Jimin doesn't like to see his Mum unhappy either."

"Okay, I understand. Just give me or Yoongi a call if you change your mind. I will recommend you my private OB, okay!"

"Okay, Unnie, thank you."

"I'll get going now. It's already 8, maybe Yoongi is at home already, and of course, Jimin will be here anytime, so I have to go now. See you again next time. Y/N, I hope your mother-in-law will allow you to go out so we can hang out with the others like we used to. "

I can see how she was disappointed that we couldn't go out like the old times. We used to go shopping, to the beach, and to see movies together. We did everything together, even when they got married, but when Jimin and I got married, everything changed on my part. So Mum forbade me to go out. She wants me to rest all the time so I can get pregnant fast, but look at me, until now there has been no progress.

"Take care unnie,"

I said, then gave her a hug and a peck on Kaiya's cheek before they got in the car and drove off.

It's already nine, but Jimin is not home yet. He had never been late like this before, aside from that unannounced visit by J- Hope so, Oppa, maybe he got tons of work today. I waited for him, trying to fight back my sleepiness, but I failed and I soon fell asleep.