I won't deny it, last night that sex with the surrogate that mum hired to carry my heir was the best sex I ever had.
And never experience even with my wife Y/N.
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I woke up the following morning with my head pulsing with pain. I guess I really did drink a lot last night, and as I close my eyes to try to catch some sleep again, memories from last night suddenly flash into my mind. I sat up suddenly, and the blanket slid down my waist, exposing my bare chest. I suddenly tugged up the blanket to cover myself when I heard someone grunt on the other side of the bed. I yelped in surprise when he suddenly opened his eyes.
"Morning Doll, "
He grabbed my arms and pulled me back to lie next to him, and then he wrapped his arms and legs around me and snuggled against my neck. I didn't dare move, and I even held my breath too, afraid to move because I was imprisoned in his grip. I was internally panicking. Then, all of a sudden, he spoke.
"Don't overthink about what happened last night, Doll,"
His voice muffled in my neck. I don't know what to say to Jungkook.
"I'm sorry." I stuttered.
"Don't! Don't you ever say sorry, "
He lifted his head up and held my face to stare at me.
"Do you not see that doll? I love you. I've been in love with you since high school, and my only regret is that I never told you how I felt. I left without telling you that I love you because I was afraid you wouldn't accept it, that you wouldn't feel the same way, and that it would ruin what we had before."
His voice was so emotional and he searched my face.
"But now I'm not afraid anymore, so I'm telling you right now that I love you Y/N and I am willing to fight for you. I will take responsibility for what happened to us last night. "
"Kook-I."
Suddenly, I felt suffocated. I tried to break free from his hold.
"Doll, are you right?"
"Please Kook, can you go out? I need to think, please."My voice begged
"Y/N."
I turned to my side, so my back was facing him before I pulled the cover up. I heard him sigh, and then I felt the bed shift as he stood up and exited the room, softly closing the door. That's when I let my tears fall. I feel so small right now. I am ashamed that I let this happen. For Pete's sake, I am still married. I felt like I cheated, and at the same time, I felt like I just used Jungkook to get my revenge, though that was not the case, and I am so overwhelmed by Jungkook's revelation. He also had feelings for me back then, and now it got me thinking, what if—no! I don't want to go down that path. Things have already happened. I moved on.
I met Jimin, We fell in love and now.. I cannot do this to Jungkook. I can not make him my rebound. He deserves so much better than this. I need to sort things out on my own. I cannot rely on anyone, especially not Jungkook. I can not take advantage of his feelings for me.
So, with that decision made, I stood up, took a quick shower, and grabbed my small luggage, which Jungkook and I had purchased the day before, along with some clothes, and when I was ready, I stood by the door and sighed deeply as I turned the doorknob and exited. Jungkook was sitting on the sofa wearing his plain white t-shirt and black boxer shorts. His head was on his hands, which rested on his knees, and as soon as he heard the door open, his head snapped to me.
"Where are you going, Y/N? Why do you have your luggage?"
He asked in a panic voice.
"I'm sorry, Jungkook, but I cannot stay here. I cannot abuse your hospitality. "
I said without looking at him.
"What nonsense are you talking about?"
"I'm sorry, Kookie, but I need to go."
I said as I started to walk to the front door.
"Y/N stop! Is this about what happened to us? Okay, I won't pressure you about it. I won't even mention it. Just forget about my confession too, but please stay. Where are you even going? "
He then pulled my other arm to face him.
"Kookie, it's not about that. I just needed to think by myself. I promise I will be fine. I will call you once I get there. Just please, I need some time alone. "
"Promise me you will call me, OK? I won't leave Korea. I will be staying here for now. You know where to find me, okay? "
He let go of my arm and, when I was about to open the door, he called out to me.
"Just remember, Doll, I'm always here. I will wait for you."
His voice was full of sincerity and love.
"Bye, Kookie"
And with that, I walked out the door.
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