Surrogates || PJM ff Complete BTS JIMIN

Ch16 The sea

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I went back to my room to get my coat, then headed down again to grab the car key that was hanging on the wall at the end of the staircase before storming out of the mansion. I can't stay here. I will become crazy staying here alone knowing my husband is about to touch another woman again tonight.

As I drive away from the mansion, I don't know where I'm going. All I know is that I just want to get away from everything. I drove until I reached the beach where Jimin brought me for our first date.

This sea witnessed everything that Jimin said to me that night when he confessed, that night when we had our first kiss, that night he told me that he love me and only me. This sea knows how happy Jimin made me that night.

And tonight, this sea will witness my sorrow and pain that Jimin gave me.

This sea will listen to my heart's cry out, this sea will listen to me without judging me.

It was already 3 in the morning when I arrived home and I could see all the lights were still on, but I just ignored it and was about to step on the stairs going to my room when the kitchen door opened.

"Baby, where have you been? I've been calling you many times but found out you left your phone here. "

Jimin said, coming out of the kitchen holding a glass of water.

Why is he here? Isn't he sleeping with her again? My thoughts got cut off when I felt a hand touching me on my lower back. I turn my head to my side, trying to look at where he is touching me before I look at him.

"I'm tired. I want to sleep now."

I turned my back on him and walked away from him towards our room, leaving him standing there frozen. I don't want to be mean. I understand him, but why is it so hard to accept it?

I immediately flopped myself on the bed when I entered the room, not caring if I didn't take a shower after staying outside for so long. When I was about to close my eyes, I heard the door open, and of course it was my husband. He didn't say anything, he just walked straight to the bed and laid down beside me. Maybe he was tired from work and from bedding his surrogate. I turned my back on him and heard him let out a heavy sigh. Then I felt him hug my waist.

"Baby, please do understand our situation---"

I didn't let him finish. I immediately got up from the bed.

"I will take my shower. You must sleep first. You have work in a few hours and you must be very tired."

I walked to my side closet to get a new pair of clothes before heading to the bathroom.

I stayed in the bathroom for about twenty minutes, and when I came out, my husband was already fast asleep. I watch him for more than a minute before tears suddenly fall down my cheeks. I wiped them dry before I turned my back on him and stormed out of the bedroom. I can't sleep beside him yet. I can't bear to stay with him in one room for long. It hurts me so badly. Every time I see him, I can't help but imagine how he touched another woman.

I walked straight to the guest room and laid myself on the bed. I tried to brush away all my thoughts about Jimin and his surrogate, but it was not working and again tears started flowing unstoppable down my cheeks, and soon it turned into sobbing, for I don't know how long, until darkness takes over me.