I won't deny it, last night that sex with the surrogate that mum hired to carry my heir was the best sex I ever had.
And never experience even with my wife Y/N.
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"Baby, mum wants you to know that she is hiring a surrogate mother for my child."
When I heard what Jimin said, I felt like the world had collapsed on me. I can't explain how I feel, there are so many emotions running inside me. But more importantly, I'm scared, angry, and feel useless. I stayed silent, but I couldn't stop my tears from flowing. I tried to calm myself because I still have one hope left. I hope that Jimin will not agree with mum this time. All the time, Jimin agrees with mum, even when mum asks him not to leave her when we got married. That's why we've been living together under the same roof until now. But this time, I know how much Jimin loves me, and I know that he will not let mum decide for him, and that he will decide for us without mum's involvement.
He is my last hope. He can stop my tears with one word. One word from him and then everything will be okay, everything will be back to normal. But still, I want to hear that one word from him, even though I already know it.
I know Jimin, he's my husband.
I know him enough.
I know Jimin enough.
"D-did you agree to M-mums' p-plan?"
I gathered all my courage to ask him. His is my hope because he's my husband and I know him.
"YES,"
And this is the proof that I was wrong, very wrong.
I don't know my husband well enough.
I don't know Jimin well enough.
I stood up from the bed and turned my back on him, ready to leave the room.
"Baby, where are you going?"
"I'm tired. I want to sleep."
"Come baby, let's sleep now. It's late."
"I want to sleep alone."
With that, I stormed out of the room and headed to the guest room. I locked the door behind me and went straight to the bathroom, locking the door too. And there I gave in. I cried out all the pain I had inside. I can't believe it. Jimin agreed with his mom's plan. He didn't think about how I would feel about this. He didn't care about how I felt, he only cared about my mum's feelings. He didn't want to hurt mum, so he chose to hurt me. He didn't want to disappoint mum, so he chose to disappoint me.
I'm useless. He makes me feel useless.
I took 20 minutes to cry my heart out in the bathroom before I went to bed. I know I'm a weak person and I always rely on Jimin for everything, but this time I had no one. I need to face this alone. I need to learn to be alone from now on. I need to be strong to face what's coming next. This is just the beginning. I know there's more to come and I have to be ready to face it alone. I closed my eyes, trying to get myself into sleep and escape the night, hoping that tomorrow I'm strong enough to face reality.
Reality, that I'm useless and my husband can't fight for me.
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