Our Son: A Love So Deep.

Our Son (Part 46)

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*Nompumelelo*

It’s raining outside and I don’t want to wake up from here. Can we just lay here naked for the whole day and do nothing. I’m safely wrapped up and warm in my husband’s arms. My safe haven. Last night he loved my body so well… so tenderly. He did me so good it started with me being on top of him and ended up on the floor with him on top of me that was before we took a nice long bath together. Even though I’m still bleeding I did enjoy it I always enjoy sex with him. I need to check with Elizabeth if was safe for us to have sex after I miscarried not that he was rough but just to know if we good.

“Stop looking at me. I’m real and I’m not going anywhere.” He says while his eyes are still closed.

I smile.

When did I fall for him this deep? Everything happened so fast. One minute I was crying in my mother’s arms because I thought he didn’t feel the same way as I did and now I’m married to him and my heart is at peace.

But we have problems that we need to fix.

Lots of problems.

First on the list is Ntombikayise Zwane gosh I hate that woman she is so full of herself and I just wonder what kind of a queen she will be not like she will be a queen of this castle she must just find her own kingdom to run because I ain’t going nowhere.

“Morning Sthandwa Sami.” He says softly.

“Good morning.” I respond.

“Talk to me…please don’t bottle things inside.” Konje he can see right through me.

I sigh.

“Please…” I take a deep breath. 

Here goes nothing. I just hope we will sort this thing out once and for all and move on from it. I’m tired.

“Mmelokuhle how did you end up naked with her.”

“Angazi.”

“Please tell me.” I won’t move past this if I don’t know what happened between them. My head is telling he did something with her while my heart is trusting his word.

“I swear I didn’t. Though I can’t remember but what I know is that I couldn’t have slept with her.” He says matter of fact.

“What do you mean you couldn’t have? I walked in on you remember. Did she drug you? Is that why you don’t remember.”

“Okay maybe she did something to me maybe …angazi though but I did not sleep with that woman. I can’t believe I’m about to tell you this.”

“What.” Lord please I won’t survive if he did.

“Since we got married… he only wakes up for you. Not for anyone else just you.” What is he talking about? I don’t understand.

“Who.” I’m confused. I sit up and look at him.

“Him.” He says pointing uZulu with his eyes as he calls him. WTF!

“What are you talking about? What do you mean?” He sits up as well. 

“I mean he only stands up for wena Nompumelelo no one else and I don’t know how I am going to explain this to you but it’s true. If you don’t get that nami angisazi.” He says and walks away.

“Manje uyaphi.” He disappears to our bathroom half naked leaving me shocked but with a smile on my face.

A genuine smile. 

I can’t believe this but I’m happy it’s like that. I follow him and I find him putting on a shirt. I still have some of my clothes here and he brought his as well this is our second home. I like it here because we have our own privacy, I can walk around the house naked and all but not at the palace however telling him that I would like to stay here full time or maybe getting a new house since I don’t like his old house as he used to share it with his ex will create more drama which I am trying to avoid.