Purple Eyes - J.H

Chapter 44

Jaden pov

"Blair! You here?" I asked as I walked into the kitchen to feed the dogs. That's a stupid question really, I saw her Audi parked in the spot next to mine so I know she's here.

I got no response which means she's either asleep, didn't hear me, or is ignoring me for whatever reason. I put the dogs food down and walked out of the kitchen through to our room. I saw her bag on the bed but no Blair. That's strange. I was bought out of my thoughts by light sobs coming from the closed bathroom door.

"Blair?" I asked as knocked on the door. I heard shuffling around, but I didn't hear a lock click, meaning she's still locked herself in.

"Fuck." I heard her whimper under her breath as she sounded like she was trying to calm down.

"Baby, what's wrong? Open the door." I say softly as I learnt my forehead against the door. The sobs didn't stop and they soon turned into hard cries. She sounded short of breath, and as if she was starting to panic too much. "Baby, if you don't open this door, I will have to pick the lock, and if I can't do that I will break it down." I warned looking around for a bobby pin.

"I'm f-fine." She trembled and whimpered through the door.

"Oh because that's convinced me." I say louder as I walk away from the door to the bedside table. "Blair I have a bobby pin now, so you can either open the door or I'll pick the lock." I say as I walked back over to the door.

"N-no please don't." She choked out. I heard her slide down the door and sit on the floor. I decided to give her the benefit of the doubt and I slid down the door on my side.

"Baby, please tell me what's wrong." I told her softly. She fell silent for a few seconds before I heard her rushing around. I then heard her slamming the toilet lid open and her throwing up. "Baby, come on, let me come in." I beg as I sat on my knees facing the door.

"N-no, stay there. I am fine." She said as I heard the toilet flush.

"No you're not baby. Let me help you." I say as I now hear her brushing her teeth. What is going on?

"I c-can't." She stuttered as she started to cry again.

"Baby, please just let me in." I beg again. I heard the lock click and I rushed in. She was sat on the counter leaning against the mirror, silently crying. "Blair, baby, what's wrong? What happened?" I ask her as brought her into a hug. She clung onto me tightly as she buries her head into my chest.

"I can't tell you. You're going to h-hate me." She sobbed out. I stroke her hair and pull her away slightly so I can look at her.

"I promise you baby, I could never hate you. What's wrong?" I reassure as I kiss her forehead and rest mine against hers.

"L-look in my bag, front section." She sobs out. I look at her confused to which she just nods. I let her go and walk back to her bag on the bed. I zip it open but then remembered I have no fucking idea what I'm looking for. I take everything out and all I see is some tampons, pads and tissues, and I highly doubt that's what she wants me to look at.

"Babe, what am I looking for?" I shouted to her. 

"A piece of paper, it should be tucked in the part where I keep gum." She said back, her voice breaking.  I reach my hand a pull forward the fabric, I take out the gum as well as a piece of paper. I put the gum on the bed and walked back into the bathroom.

"Baby, what is it?" I asked her.

"That's an ultrasound, and that little bean looking thing, is a baby." She sighed. A baby?

"I thought you couldn't get pregnant?" I questioned her. I saw her breathing quicken again as she started to panic. "Baby, calm down, you're okay."

"Y-you're not mad?" She stuttered out as I brought her into my embrace.

"No of course not. Why would I be mad?" I ask her as I run my fingers through her red hair softly.

"Because I lied to you. I told you I couldn't get pregnant and that we didn't need to be careful, and now look." She cried a little.

"Did you know?" I asked her softly.

"No. I found out today. Apparently the early eggs didn't have a nucleus or something so a sperm couldn't bind with it and create cells, but now I have normal eggs or something. I don't know." She panicked again.

"Baby. Calm down. I'm not mad and you didn't lie. If you didn't know then how can you lie? You were just relaying what you've been taught ever since you were thirteen. Yes, this is a step in a different direction, but if you plan to keep the baby, then we can make this work." I kiss her head repeatedly and rest mine against hers.

She turned and leant her back against my chest, looking at me through the mirror. I brought my hands to hold her waist and thigh. She sighed and leant her head back.

"You want it?" She asked me. I looked into her purple orbs and I kissed her.

"It's not my choice, it's not my body." Is all I say to her.

"Would you hate me if I wanted to keep it?" She asked me worried.

"Oh yes, I'd hate you forever." I said sarcastically as I tickled her side making her squirm against me.

"We're gonna have a baby." She sighed.

I placed my hand on her stomach and kissed her shoulder. I rested my chin against her shoulder and looked at her through the mirror. I pulled her leggings down her legs and placed me hands on her bare stomach.

"We're going to have a baby, and you are going to prove this tattoo wrong." I said as I pointed to the barbed wire she had spreading across her lower stomach.

"Yeah I am." She smiled widely. I turned her around and kissed her.