I Won't Let You Go (Janoskians Fanfic)

The Party. ch 13

So 3 days have passed and it was finally friday! It was last period and there was only ten minutes until the bell. As miss Summers was chanting away about world war II, I travelled into deep thought. This is what i usually do in boring classes as you can probably already tell.

All i was thinking about was the party and what i was going to say to James, Skip, Beau, Jai and possibly Luke if i had run into him by accident. Over the pass three days i have had a lot of thinking to do. I had been hanging out with Christian lot.. maybe even a bit too much. He's been acting really weird lately. He isn't the nice, sweet and sensitive guy that i had fallen for. He has been manipulative, cocky and extremely rude to all of my friends oh and not too mention he has been treating me like absolute rubbish.

I had two choices. 1. Stay with Christian and be controlled and treated like trash OR 2. Break up with him and get my old life back. I know it has only been a week since we have been officially dating but you can be surprised on how much you can see someone change so quickly.

It was quite obvious on what the better option was and i had to make it officially over tonight. I want Christian OUT of the picture and Luke back in it. God i miss that boy more then ever and i have been completely avoiding all of the boys just to keep Christian happy. if any one had picked it up it was Jai. He tried talking to me about it one morning at the bus stop but i was being a complete bitch and just ignored him pretending to text someone so it looked like i was busy. It more looked like i was not interested to talk to one of the only guys in my life who actually gets me. This whole thing has all just been to painful.

That was it. I am finally going to tell the boys why i have been avoiding them and why i chose Christian over them as the answer was simple... I was a complete idiot and I let a nasty and abusive boyfriend control my life and choose my friends. Angela, Tash and Nikki knows of my plan as we have been planning this for a number of days.

"Ok class dismissed." ahhh finally! I gathered up my books from my desk and made my way over to my locker.

"Hay babe."

"oh.. uh hi Christian." I said bluntly.

"so we still on for Dillons Party tonight?"

"Yeah of course. Its down by old pier beach right?"

"Yep. It's a bonfire so make sure to bring some booze ok?"

"Umm I don't drink?" I said harshly.

"What?! Jeez what type of Girl are you?" He chuckled rudely.

"A respectable one?" i replied almost as if it were a question.

"Yeah ok whatever. I guess it can be a good thing right? Now since you wont be drunk you can just help carry me home and hold me up right the whole night while i get wasted." He said while high fiving one of his mates next to him.

"Yeah whatever Christian." I sighed an turned to walk away until he grabbed my wrist tightly and pulled me back.

"haha and do't even think for a second that I'm leaving you alone at that party. Knowing you, you will probably go off with those Janoskifags." He hissed into my ear. I just looked down at the ground trying not to give him eye contact. Next minute he lifts my chin up and starts to pash me while kids are wolf whistling and making "oohuhooh" sounds. I instantly pushed him away and looked around in embarrassment and there stood Luke right across from me. He glanced at me and continued to walk.

"Why do you keep doing that?" I stammered.

"Doing what?"

"Evereytime Luke walks passed you kiss me or you act or different?"