I Won't Let You Go (Janoskians Fanfic)

No need to apologize. ch 23

Song Suggestion: 'Yellow' Coldplay

--------------------- Luke's POV -------------------

What the hell was I thinking? I was such an idiot! She is never going to forgive me EVER. It just kind of happened and i doubt she wants to hear me out about it all. I just want to tell her what really happened but I know she wont believe me and now my brother is over there with her instead. Way to fuck things up Luke, way to go. It was't even my fault, Jaz came on to me at the wrong time. I went over to Maddi's to drop off her phone charger that she had left at mine and I was greeted by some complete stranger who happened to be Maddi's cousin. She let me in and was basically all over me and all I wanted to do was leave. She kept trying to get me to stay and I was really not in the mood for any ones shit as Beau had gotten me into trouble with Mum and so I had no laptop for the night. As I rushed over to the door Jaz pinned me up against the wall and resten her hand behined my neck while pulling down on my chin forcing in her tongue. At that exact moment Maddi and Beau collapsed into the house. I pulled away immediately and all I wanted to do was explain my self but there was really no point. Like she would ever believe me. I was such an idiot! I walked straight passed her without explaining myself as there was no point in it. She would never believe me.

I walked home with thoughts going crazy in my mind, I had a lot to think about. Beau should be happy, now he has something to hold against me and is using it to get to Maddi. I was a complete mess and the only way to fix it was to at least try to explain my self. I slung over the couch next to Jai who was as usual watching victorious.

"What up?" Jai always knew when something was up with me, I guess it was a twin thing.

"Nothing is going my way." I sighed.

"What happened Luke?"

"I was caught accidently kissing Maddi's trashy cosuin and now she probably thinks that i'm a total tool and will probably never speak to me again."

"You'll fix things, you always do."

"Yeah but this time I'm not so sure that she'll believe me, it was a complete mistake."

"I believe you.. Where's Beau?"

"With Maddi.."

"Oh."

"Yeah."

"Well be prepared to get a huge lecture from Beau when he gets back."

"Great." That was the last thing I needed. A lecture from my older dick head of a brother telling me how stupid I am and how Maddi deserves better and blah blah blah I've heard it all before and I really didn't need it. I grabbed leftovers from the fridge and began to heat it up in the microwave.

"I'm back." I heard Beau call out from the front door. He made his way over to me and placed his hand on my shoulder.

"Thankyou." He chirped.

"FOR WHAT?" I snapped.

"For being such a dumb fuck tard, now Maddi will pick me for sure."

"Beau it wasn't even like that. It was a complete accident, I never meant for her cousin to kiss me. I swear on my life!"

"Why didn't you tell her that then?"

"Like she would believe me.."

"She doesn't really care Luke, I mean she is sort of pissed and all because it was her cousin but she says that she doesnt care and that she is completely over you." He beamed.

"WHAT? I didn't even know that she was into me like that anymore! Beau why didn't you tell me? I would have said something earlier!"

"Luke, do you think I am stupid? If I told you then you guys would probably be together right now and that is not what I want. It might be what you want but you lost your chance."