I Won't Let You Go (Janoskians Fanfic)

Here Goes Nothing ch 27

 Song: High Hopes - Kodaline (Pic and song link in chapter description!)

---------- Jai's POV --------------

I waited outside of the shopping centre for Beau to pick me up. 

"Hay get in." Beau smiled as he pulled up next to the bus bay. I hopped into the car next to a very anxious looking Beau.

"So... What umm.. What happened?" He coughed nervousley.

"Well she feels like she has to make a decision.."

"And..."

"And she doesn't really know yet." I lied. I knew perfectly who she was going to pick but I didn't want to tell either of them since it was up to her.

"Seriousley? oh man.. I bettter talk to her." 

"NO! Just uh leave it. I think she will have a clear head about it tomorrow."

"hmmm.." Beau was so deep in thought, hardly concentrating on the road. Thankfully we made it home safetly.. just. Beau couldn't stop thinking about it, about her. She was really driving both of them crazy yet it wasn't her fault at all.

"LUKE!" I shouted out. He bolted down into the living room and jumped onto the couch before Beau had the chance to.

"So.. uh what happened?" Luke was just as keen as Beau was. Beau sat on the opposite arm chair twiddeling his fingers while Luke stared at me all starry eyed.

"Well... She has been going through absoloute hell. She knows of the consequences when it comes to choosing either one of you."

"So has she made up her mind yet? Who did she pick?" Luke was all over the place.

"She says she is still contemplating but I think she has made her decision.." I continued.

"Who?" Luke shot up out of his seat.

"Look, she hasn't confirmed anything yet and I don't want to say who I assume it could be because I could be wrong."

"Well.. Who do you think it could be?" Beau was just as eager.

"I.. I can't say. I don't want to give anyones hopes up."

"Since when have we kept anything from eachother Jai?" Luke was getting angry no thanks to his short temper.

"Luke, I have broken way to many promises for you!" My words stung him instantly.

"Are you serious right now? Jai, not only are we of the same flesh and blood, we are womb mates.. twins! If anyone has the right to know about any secerets it's me!"

"But it's not my seceret to tell because it's just an assumption!" Luke was getting impatient.

"Ok Luke back off!" Beau stammered.

"Look at us.. All we ever do is argue!" I glared.

Luke got up and went to our room, slamming the door behind him, I sat back down on the couch with Beau, thoughts probably rushing aimlessly through his head.

".. It's him isn't it? It will always be him.." Beau croaked.

"Beau I-"

"Please. Just save it. I need to hear it from her." He interrupted.

"I don't know Beau." I placed my hand on his shoulder.

"Jai, why does this always happen to me? I mean, I know i have never been serious about girls and I always end up screwing them over, but the one time that I actually feel something for someone.. Nothing seems to change or look up for me."